Saturday, September 03, 2005
When you're sick, your appetite and mood changes too.
For my case, it's my appetite that has a drastic change.
Hmm for other ppl it seems alright to not eat rice daily.
But for my family, it is a must. I guess that's why I am fated into this family. Coz I don't really care of the food intake. Err, so my motive of this entry is... zero.
Just felt like typing in stuff that's running through my mind right now. I haven't been able to dream good stuff of late. All I know is nowadays I would wake up all worried. In actual fact, my facial expression is expressionless. If you want to say I am tired, I have not been up to any vigourous activities or have not been following up my hectic schedule. So tired is not a cause. Stress? Way further than that. I have yet to feel the real deal of stress, not that I want to but seriously stress doesn't come to me that easily. It's all in the mind. If you really want to let people know that you're stressed up, you'll try all means to convince people that you are stressed. And that's bad. I am fortunate I am not one of those kind. Hah.
Oh yeah I like reading Diyy's blog. Haha. Her blog is so deep and I like her usage of vocab and all those English stuff. Sounds sofisticated and all. It makes ppl think right between those sentences and it is also hard to decipher what the persona's going through in the meantime. Hmm... congrats for attracting my attention to your blog, Diyy! haha. Well Nadiah's blog too. Very vivid and Englishy. Sometimes it can add on to my vocab list.
Gotta get rid of pimples forming up on my forehead. Haha. I just wish once I squeeze it, it would be poofed forever and ever. However unfortunately, it doesn't work that way. Yep you can say the thrill of squeezing those little volcanos never fail to keep my fingers away from my face. Then comes the constant advice of mom and friends, and mom. Ergh.
"Jgn di picit picit lah!"
"No. You should bring your fringe up."
"Jgn kacau kacau jerawat tu..."
Haha. It's the thrill man!. Oh how I wish I had my baby skin back but dream on. Everyone's skins are changing frequently and there's no one person who has preserved their baby skins. Haha. For sure everyone has at least scratch a part of one's body and those dead cells have fallen off willingly and effortlessly substituting it with new skin cells. And the cycle just goes on.
ah damn it's gonna explode anytime. Heng it's only the forehead. I am so grateful it's not on my cheeks or somewhere blegh blegh.
kk. I guess that's it.
and I so love this quote.
"Never interrupt your enemy when he is making a mistake."
- Napoleon Bonaparte (1769-1821)
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