Monday, February 28, 2005
Hmm... i would say that 1988 babies are really clever... or sth...
they really set a high standard for us... we [1989 babies] are supposed to get 100% passes for our 'o' level this year... oh well... why not?
ahaha... i m so inspired by all of them... especially Ella [my god sis]nyahaahaa..
i'ma do better den her... ENCOURAGING!!
haha
my target: L1R5 = 14-3
= 11
L1R4 = 11-4
= 7
nyahaha... it's no harm dreaming and why not?
heh
ok i am really PUMPED UP and BURNT OUT... to really work hard for my 'O's...
tomorrow there's Malay Language Mock Exam.. i'ma really need to do well for that...
i'ma not want to disappoint Cikgu Filza... neither myself...
i am no failure... i am a PASSER...
-Nuthing impossible, no? -
8:13 PM
everything has gone...
it's just yesterday when Gema Puisi Artistik was on...
and all my hopes for him were gone...
all gone yesterday...
how i wish life wasn't all homework...
how i plan to let this feeling stop or just let go...
how all this is hurting me so...
but i must be strong....
crapping here... haha
ok ok .... new link... my photo album... pictures taken on 26 Feb...
Neat... very fun dat day...
12:27 AM
Sunday, February 27, 2005
I've decided to give it all up for...
I've decided to break it all apart...
I've decided never to talk about it anymore...
and the last decision... stop thinking about this fart...
i wake up in the morning, hoping for a shiny day
but as i woke up today, it was raining... heavily
i walked up to the window and stood by it
i witness tears from the sky... i witness them drop... lie after lie
it was heart wrenching... it was life-threatening
i can't stop this emotional part of me to bleed
because it's such a natural disaster...
a shot during the action
a failure in a mission
a deep varication
too deep to understand...
all this has to come to an end...
i've given up hope.. to even think about it.. maybe i'm still too young to noe about it
maybe maybe
i'll leave all this to the ONE.. who noes best..
for now i'll go and rest...
--> for if he's mine... den thank you... if he's not... thank you too<--
2:44 AM
Saturday, February 26, 2005
in the first place, i am really disappointed in myself, for letting me put on weight and stuff... but then as time pass on... i have nothing to say but to really be thankful... because finally there's sometime put to make me exercise... and noe that being fit is a real priority... it;s cool to feel good don't u think...
for your info.... i am 60 kg... and that's considered a pop-eyed situation... this result to me having to come to school very early... and meet the P.E departments. Change to my P.E attire and run 5 rounds around the field... well i am really determined to lose 2.4 kg in 2 months.. haha... that's quite healthy actually... at first i was pretty let down by this outcome... but later i began to think positive... at least this will relief the stress that i have... at least this will make me realise all the FUN that i have in eating isn't going anywhere... but just to increase my weight; as a result i became less confident about how i dress... and dats why i prefer wearin big and baggy clothes.. coz somehow i can't fit into those beautiful tops or jeans... either that or i don't feel comfortable in it.....................
well... next thing i'ma need to do is to wait until the film taken during GPA to be ready... and me... i will want to try hard to lose weight... haha
-"Somehow, health is ur identity..." -
11:27 PM
Thursday, February 24, 2005
hi ya there...
these days... the eyes... very tired... i can't take it anymore...
haha
but still got the energy to type this out... isn't dat so contradicting? haha
so unpositive of me...
well i have to brace myself... have to open my eyes WIDE WIDE!!!
haha
it doesn't help that much ah...
it just contribute to the ache i have...
i think i have been missing my sleep time too often these days
look at this brother of mine...
steadily sleeping and snoring away on the sofa at the living room...
with all his books [graph paper, personal planner, my box of lead... wait MY BOX OF LEAD!!! wat's it doin there? his pencil box, maths tb.... jotter book]
while the tv is watching him instead of him watching the tv
ok american idol is on the tv... ryan seacrest babbling away.. and i am typing away... and away and away
juz now oh yar... capt ball final... hmm... i was all the way rooting for 4e7... but i heard they were disappointing... but oh heck... at least they did something that made all the express students proud... haha.. the only moral learnt in this game is too not let confidence outwin you... or you'll lose... true true true?
haha
ok i think i am done... i think i am not sick.. no need to heal me... thank you very much
10:43 PM
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
went to accompany fatin to a project at yan's house... there were Khal, Mirah, Naz and Man...
haha
very kekek.. funny ppl...
i ate quite a lot at yan's house.. the mom said i put on weight already...
well wat to do.. ppl hidangkan already.. takkan nak jual mahal nak step diet konon.. haha
common tests are done! tinggal chemistry prof and malay mock exam....
oral's next week.. i am so scared to go through it.. haha
my sis is watching Bintang Hati... but i guess Bintang Hati is watching her, she's dead asleep...
well my turn to continue watching for her...
adios... i guess that's all...
11:38 PM
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Ah... those were the times... when i was much2 lighter... [2003] from left: Adorable Lina, Just Me and Photogenic Wati
11:10 PM
my creation... "Distortion at 4"
10:50 PM
deni dua lagi... but bagus ah at least got such girlfriends who are willing to do such pose... anyway this spontaneosly done.. so *CLAP**CLAP* kudoz to irah and zz!!
7:08 PM
wah deni dua... senyum maut...
7:07 PM
This is Naqee... haha btw that's toilet at dee Esplanade...
7:07 PM
aliarjuna... slackerz
7:04 PM
This is me... and me is this...
ok today... was a very 'enlighting' day... coz yesterday i slept for like... the whole entire day till the night... from dusk til dawn... or is it dawn til the dusk? erm... wat i noe it was from 1800 till 0500 the next day... hah... hasrat hati nak blaja untuk common test tapi apa kan daya.. aku tak terdaya...
ritez.. then after the sickening common tests which was not good and good at the same time...
advantages
--> prepare myself for my 'o's
--> force me to study
disadvantages
--> make more stress... which is so not me...
--. my laziness outwin anything... how bout u?
k then after that we had p.e... from 1600-1700... ran one round around basketball and small field, den did some sit ups.. 15 in one set.. so we did 2 sets... den we did shot puts... which was pretty fast... but *click* *click* and it was a wrap... went to the drink stall.. bought 2 cuppa bandungs... i was helluva thirsty... n hear comes the climax of the day...
as i was inside the bus @&... <-- [guess wat bus]
as the bus passed sunplaza and the mosque...
as i was in a daze...
i witnessed... a huge orangy fire...
i smelled a a smell of something burnt...
i hear everyone commenting about the fire...
i witnessed the huge fire spread...
i ALSo witness the abang abang bomba hurrying to put out the very very big fire...
and
i didn't get to taste anything except the gulp of my saliva... which didn't have any taste to it... do yours have?
well.. the NYONYA beside... who i STILL remember, who complained to her NYONYA friend, thinking that i was selfish a selfish jerk... who didn't want to move in... for GOODNESS SAKE laydee NYONYA.. the bus is crowded just don't talk so much or i'll stuff my shoe up your filthy mouth and shove it towards your kidney... howzat???
and this particular nyonya was so GHAIRAH/ANXIOUS/EXCITED about witnessing the whole fire scene... which was pretty much annoying to me... if you were there, you wuld just be thankful no one was hurt or stuff like that... but she...??
dis was what she said...
in mandarin... but i can very well understand what she said... sometimes she commented in ENGLISH...
"WAARGH THE FIRE SO BIG... WARGGH!! YOU LOOK YOU LOOK YOU LOOK! WARGHH THIS SIDE ALSO GOT SOME MORE!!! WARGGH... WARGGH! YOU COME STAND HERE [TALKING TO HIS SON... EH CAPS LOCK OFF talking to his son] WARGH!! YOU LOOK YOU LOOK...." AND THE.. I MEAN and the list goes on...
i am really becoming really annoyed and sick... somebody heal! heal!
6:19 PM
Monday, February 21, 2005
father please forgive me for i noe not wat i do
hello.. it's early monday morning... i still haven't done my homework and bah... i'ma be doing it in a short while... now listening to Eminem 3ncore... Evil Deeds...
i am thinking... once i finish posting the first entry of the day, i'ma go and start on my hw... my eyes still can manage... i guess tomorrow in the bus.. be prepared to sleep...
damn the karangan not yet start... haha... i just don't have any inspiration on how to start it... i have the story line already... but how start it???
well u can simply tell me this "Buat jer sbarang" haha i will try dat... but it's so hard to do something in an anyhow manner!! especially when i'ma do karangan.. must properly do...
[never enuff unless u heal me quick....]
1:31 AM
Sunday, February 20, 2005
da two
8:31 PM
my brother and me
8:22 PM
Ok harlo here's the deal... my friend just uploaded the picture of me zz n ariel... gotta see it
attivo website
guess what? i woke up at 1800hrs today... well expected i guess... coz yesterday i slept at around 0400hrs... how's dat?
ahah
i haven't started on homework yet... apparently i didn't do homework yesterday afternoon as what i have said... but zz n fatin asked me along on their expedition to meeting indonesian artists... well actually we were expecting Eross and Adam.. but instead we met other artist... before i ame, zz n fatin saw Melly Goeslow den wen i came, we met Ahmad Dhani of Dewa and other Dewa members... we also met Kikan of Cokelat wit Husband.. and yet another Indonesian artist whom i don't know the name... she performed at Anugerah Planet Muzik too... she's wit husband but we just stayed at a distance and observe them... haha... oh but before that... guess what... ahaha
Peter Pan is in the house!!! haha... me took pic wit Ariel together wit zz... using fatin's hp...
den have them signed autograph on the front cover of their album... well.. it's an interesting journey.. i sincerely hope all of those Indonesian Artists have a flight home safely... also for Eross and Adam.. where were you guys!!!??? Bah... it's either they checked in very early or came to the airport after we had left...
[sick, heal me quick...]
6:31 PM
the sign of wisdom... ATTIVO *Stuck In Between*
1:17 AM
Kyo... watcha looking at bro... well i wish he was real... then i could admire him in a real life manner...
1:16 AM
My Love
12:58 AM
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Kudoz to the opening ceremony of setting up a blog of my own...
I am just taming myself to learn how to handle a blog.... well of course [telling myself]... need help.... a lot of help
Me... I love to type stuff... especially bring out my personal opinions about some topics that i have in my mind... as the days will past and let memories take over.... you will get to see and read my opinions... that's if you want to... thank you in advance...
well... i guess that's a start and it better be good...
Sick, heal me quick
12:18 PM
