- 17 on 5th Oct 2006. - Known as Aryuna. - Sketching, Mangas, Dancing and Singing.

- A black ink pen. - Keyboard. - Peace and Good Health.

Zizie
Alia
Ella
Firah
Dyl
Ama
Hanna
Diyy
Iffah
Aryuna
NazAmirah
Aryuna

inspired by Michelle*

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September 2005[Go!]

Before and After. Walla. I cut'ed' my hairx again. Hmm much much shorter, and this will surely grow to become the real Jay Chou's hairstyle!! Wahha dreams can always be achievable neh? Anyway, it was out of the blue. Had intention tho. The idea was there. Den wen actually the plan was to get my vroom vroom fixed, at last, cancel plan, instead had to follow my mom to the market... den I took the opportunity, asked my mom and ta dah... my hair's length gone shorter. Heh. Hmm. I hope I won't have a complete bad hair day tomorrow. Haha. But I feel so light up above and I certainly do not need to clip my hair or 'tahan' the irritating fringe with my fingers. Annoying arse. Oh well... what's done has already done. Had some motivational talk just now. Taught us to forget the past and look forward to the future. Success is wen u achieve in 7 things. And yada yada yada the list goes on. Kinda crappy and interesting, contradictly. Hmm there's such a word? Oh heck... Ok blogged much later. Tomorrow the 2nd day of the study camp which apparently the welfare sucks to the core or sth.. haha how can dey expect us to study on an empty stomach or wat... some ppl just fail in things like dis. Disorganise and all. But oh well, I'll treat this like normal school hours and treat it as though the only holiday for me is on mon and tue, that's wen I go Johor for the cycling trip. Yeah.

10:38 PM

GCE O Level Malay Language - Done
It's in between of screwed up and acing it. Haha. I think the paper's was a can-handle category, needs lotsa common sense and well... what's left to say but to just wait patiently, neh?
actually not quite. We still have oral and listening compre.
Nightmare for Oral.
Fantasy for Listening.


Anyway, just now went out and bought my DNT materials for the folio.

Also, I bought 4 volumes of Saiyuki Reloaded while waiting for vol 10 of Furuba. haha. I want to get my hands on Tsubasa... looks kinda interesting.
Initial D is launching on the 23rd of June. I gotta go watch! Haha. I've watched the anime version and it's cool. Currently still on 1st Stage. Still 3 more stages to go.
The Manga for Saiyuki Reloaded are so awesome!
Vol 2, 3 and 4 offers a postcard for free... and the postcard is cool man! I mean, showing picz of Hakkai, Sanzo and Goku in their cool poses. Woohoo. Too bad no Sexy Gojyo. haaha. And their manga presentation aced the biz man. It's way too cool for a manga.

Hmm everytime I'm hooked to a manga/anime, i'll go all-praising it! Haha. I am so thankful that I am enjoying wat I choose. But man, it's Japanime and all. Addictive as it be, I m continuing on this journey no matter how tough it's goin to get. haha. I wonder what that meant. hmm.

k enuff said bout those stuff.
Next worry> DNT Folio.
Yep. My coursework. I really do hope to get a disticintion for it. I heard those ppl doin coursework has a very high chance in doing well for their 'O's. yeah rite. i wish that would happen in my case of laziness. heh. Gonna really work hard in damn June Holz and really concentrate hard on DNT. Den, bye bye DNT and hello EL, EM, CH, CS and POA. Time to diggg in on them rite away after I'm settled with DNT. Hope Theory's gonna b piece of cake like those in the MIDZ.

H.m.m.
Study Camp Commencement tomorrow. I hope it is beneficial to the candidates. They really need this time to work on their weaklings. Like my class, majority of us are bad in Combined Science/Humanities and POA. HAHA.

History of my academic performance:
As a child I was very strong in my Languages. I aced it during Primary School. Well what can you say, those were kinda easy peasy. Maths was my ultimate disturbance of a chance in hell. haha. Well science>>> Primary 3 I manage to get first in class but as the topics grew harder, I lost my touch and toppled over.
Secondary School life - time to pull up my socks
I concentrated lesser on my languages and more on my Maths. The result was expected. i did so good in Maths but failed to improve better for Languages. I was like a constant pass and didn't go anywhere, neither up nor down.
Den there came History. Boy I knew the facts, they were easy to understand. But the part where comes the essays and the qns asked... haha kinda made me all confused and all.... lose the purpose and didnt do well in this particular ass.
Sec3 - my ML was cool. EL was bluek. Science was measurable. Combined Humanities was rotten. POA was superb and maths was fine.
Sec 4 - my ML became an instant rubbish. EL was measurable. Science went disaster. Combined Humanities decomposed. POA went down the drain and maths was fine.
Heh decipher that.

[Why is there a need for murder, when u are your own trouble.]

12:24 AM



30th May 2005

I can't believe. This is it.
The showdown. The time has come.
Today is the GCE O Levels for Mother Tongue. I am taking Malay Language by the way.

> Confirmation slip
> Pens and pencils
> NRIC/EZlink
>My preserved soul
>My calm spirit
> some food for later.

OK. Tell the truth I have no idea what is going to appear in later's paper. Seriously, I think the other candidates are experiencing the same thing as I do.
Hmm.
Pretty nervous. My first very major examination.
I think I can. Yes. haha. Aim : at least a distinction

my Mid Year Grades for ML: C5 [haha. Nvr got a c5 for ML b4]
OK let me get my mind straight

Paper 1:
Bahagian A>>
Karangan Berformat
- Surat Kiriman rasmi/tak rasmi
- Dialog/ Wawancara
-Ucapan/Syarahan
- Laporan

Bahagian B:
- Deskriptif
- Naratif
- Argumentatif
- Imaginatif

--> Never to menyeleweng
--> answer the question given
--> manage time wisely

Paper 2:
a1 - one answer out of four choices [choose wisely, make a wise choice]
a2 - peribahasa [what make sense is the correctest answer]
a3 - bina ayat [the ayat must explain the given word/phrase]
a4 - prosedur kloz [the clues are in the passage]
Bahagian B:
Kefahaman Objektif [really read properly for answers]
Kefahaman Subjektif [use 'ajinomoto'. Answer the qn. Common sense needed. Be careful of 'sikap' qns.]

Hmm. I hope for my Paper 1 to be a breeze.
Then again, I dunno what lies ahead of me.
I just need to persevere.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
[Hakkai. Jay. Kyo. Takumi. Kenshin. Bu. Ayah. Kakak. Abang. Zizie. Fatin. Ella. Naq. YA Allah Ya Tuhanku.]

[I really need to ace dis. Give me the strength.]
-Amin ya rabbal alamin-

1:18 AM




Yeah mark me.

11:16 PM


Strum Strum my way.

11:16 PM


No want can get away from me.

11:16 PM


Is it cold in the theatre? Haha I want to cuddle that!

11:15 PM


This is so cute. Haha Kawaii desu ne~

11:15 PM


The best slam. This is way too cool.

11:15 PM


You've got to do this in other to encounter his qi. Block his ren and his yin yang will be attacked. Haha

11:14 PM


Vroom Vroom

11:14 PM


I think this is Dou Niu Performance.

11:13 PM


Blue Hat. Back View. Cool stuff. I love you. haha *shy shy*

11:13 PM


One finger stand. Don't break it.

11:12 PM


Thish hairstyle is some what interesting...

11:12 PM


No more heroes. Yeah that's rite. You're the hero.

11:11 PM


This is the way we jam yeah baby

11:11 PM


My bling bling or my basketball?

11:10 PM


This is my territory

11:09 PM


This is how you dribble ok?

11:09 PM


guitar club

11:08 PM

Listening to Jay Chou currently. Hmm. What else to do huh.
Many still haven't give me their ppt slides for the NCO Course Manual.
That includes me. Heh.

ok.

There's a lot of used tissues in front of me on top of my desk.
I am so dry. I mean... I am seriously lack of water.
Haha Better go and drink.
Hmm. Today's plan?
To finish up the entire Malay Language Five Year Series.
No pain, no gain.
Yeah.
Hey I just discovered, I haven't been cleaning my 'territory' in the room. Well, my sis and me share one room and my bro 'bolot' da other room.
And obviously, he is kinda pleased with that. Coz he is already 'loose' from the suffocating life he had when we were at our old house. Haha. All the three of us shared one room and I helplessly made the room into a DEEP Forest. Heh. Everywhere there's my things and ppl get so agitated by those things of mine.
Now only my sister is suffering from my abandoned territory. Well, the least help it made was to occupy the room. The most help it made was to contribute more dust, spider webs and unwanted papers. Needless to say, I am also suffering from my own doings.
Heh.
Serve me rite.
Yeah.

Hey by the way, I found out a coupla cool sites.
Gensou Maden Saiyuki and also Animenfo.com
haha i got a lot informations from there.
Currently I am tryna get in tact with Onegai Sensei and Gunslinger Girl.
haha but after a bit of research of those two animes, they're a bit... well too MATURE.
haha you should get a gist of what I m tryna say.
Anyway, it looked interesting if you asked me.
For Gunslinger Girl:
About a buncha school girls, well junior school girls, they have been brainwashed after being abandoned by their parents or watsoeva, and was taught how to hold a gun. Or sth like dat.
It's kinda interesting coz the pictures they showed was about these five girls holding rifles and posing so cool.
heh.

For Onegai Sensei:
This is about a gravely sexy and beautfiul teacher came into a school to teach. She was new.
Then in actual fact she came from some outer space planet or sth and arrive in Earth to search for what is happening around here and collect info. Skali, one of her students found out her secrets and they were forced to be married in order for the secret to be made enclosed. But their challenge was to try their best not to reveal their relationship in school. And that is hard for them. haha. Yeah sth like that. That's wat the review said.

I also found out:
Rurouni Kenshin is first in the top 100 most fave anime. Heh. and Furuba [Fruits Basket] is in no. 6.
Yeah.

and Cho Hakkai is so melting me! Haha. Whaa am I saying.
Oh yar. i also found out about a site, Saiyuki Reloaded Fanlisting site, and found out a lot of pics and took mostly Hakkai's. And yar, there was this special category about all the character's quotes. Hakkai's quotes are cute, sarcastic and polite. Sanzo's are cool. Gojyo's and Goku's are funny. I still am in the process of downloading their episodes. But in my mind I feel like just buying the anime. Haha.

Some of Hakkai's Quotes from http://www.absolutetrouble.com/saiyuki/quotes/author.php?id=Hakkai:

"...its said that a mouth is the core of disaster."

"Don't worry...I'm not angry..."

I think Sanzo is going to be okay...but I'm a bit worried about him. He's stubborn."

"Maa, maa... Yare yare desu, ne... (Oh, boy...)"

"Regret is just a waste of time for fools."

"Oh boy, it was rude of you to attack me while I was sleeping."

"They're buddhist so they're vegetarian and if you fart I'll kill you."

"You see, we heard that a man who looked just like Gojyo ran off with a small girl into the forest..."

"What a coincidence, I hate you too..."

Well this one the ones I found it cute and deep. The other's was cool too. And Sanzo's always wanting to kill ppl. Haha relax Sanzo-sama.

[serve me sake. give me women. Gojyo will definitely like to be with me.]

1:39 AM



Kicking off with the beat
the sound so unique
I just rhyme my life with a funk at your feet
do or die, we deserve a try
a chance to live, just be honest with me
like a freak to ur doorstep
just a run to your mow land
then it just don't want to happen again
later on i'll be dead by ten
so just relate

haha. Certain rappers don't make sense. That's what I am basically doin.
Anyway, I've just completed three papers today. My mom just went off to work. My sister's in the toilet. My brother's just slept off. My dad's working.
I am at the verge of lost to what am I suppose to do. Actually, I have a lot of papers to do. The heart is in resentment. In refusal to carry on what I was doing a coupla minutes ago.
Lonely No More on cruning on the radio. Rob Thomas is gay? I wish for it not to be true. Just another propaganda. I wish I wish.

Heard my friends are all busily studying in a group. Heh. I hope we can strive through in our first O Level Paper on Monday. Yeah. Don't wanna have to waste our time retaking the paper yeah?

takkan mungkin kita akan bertahan
hidup dalam bersendirian
panas terik hujan badai
kita lalui bersama
saat hilang arah tujuan
kau tahu ke mana berjalan
meski terang meski gelap
kita lalui bersama

[Siti Nurhaliza is undoubtfully beautiful. Almost perfect, ey?]

6:00 PM



Erm today's the last day of semester II. It doesn't seem like it, in actual fact. Coz on Monday we have to get back to school to sit for our O Levels. Argh the time has come. And then there's the study camp. Then there's the Cycling Trip. Then There's the NCO Course. Then there's DNT Coursework. Then there's the major O Levels Revision. Then there's...

Me.

Actually I was hungry but now I am not.
You see, I was in the bus... for the long 30 - 35 min bus ride home.
My stomach was croaking... Grumbling its way home.
Haha. Thought I would reach home as fast as possible.
Grab some food and dash off to sleep.
But here I am in front of the comp, blogging like any other day, listening to Destiny's Child "Girl".
I only had a bite on the nice crispy chocolate biscuits... that was suppose to be my brother's share but he didn't say anything when I ate his biscuits so I guess it's fine and not a crime of any sort.
Even though my mom cooked today, I think I'mma save that for tea time [that would be in about 2 more hours or so?]
The cold plain water really worked out my thirst. I felt so cooling after a big gulp. Haha. Nice.

Today's noon is quite hot and humid. It was shining right on top of my scalp, almost burning my energy up.
But I am still here because of a reason.
Haha. What the hell am I talking about?
Argh... better go do something else before I get too caught up or anything.
Listening to Frankie J "Obsession".

[Wipe it off my .38 - keep it in the closet]

12:48 PM

It's hard for me to explain. I think I want to settle down. I think I've had enough. I need to really get on ahead and move on. I am suppose to anyway.

OK. I've taken a passport size of me in NPCC Uniform, and it's friggin annoying. Couldn't even see the badges displayed on my uniform. Only a pathetic portion of the Total Defence Silver Badge. So much for being nominated for the SPF Badge. Heard it's the most prestigious badge of all. It's going to be an honour if someone gets to wear it. Erm. But to me, it's still just another badge. Doesn't make any difference. Maybe to them who thinks too much in NPCC. Sometimes, I tell myself I am not qualified to be in a higher rank, coz my attitude sux bigg time. I dun think any of my juniors like me that much. How am I suppose to gain respect? This is just not the way to show my true self. I am just not cut out to be a leader. I am a follower till death. Or least that's what I think. I mean... being a lazy bum since those primary school years, I can't imagine myself being a Station Inspector. There's more ppl who's more qualified than me. I guess I am born too lucky until it gives me a troublesome life. Oh I shouldn't say that. After all, a troublesome life, or what one might want to describe his life, always have a blessing in disguise.

I think this is it. My cordless keyboard is giving me probs. It's not working properly. I think I should start considering about changing its battery. The batteries have been since the first time I had this comp.

OK. I thinkI'll try to go sleep rite now. Later I still have to wake up, to complete a portion of my DNT. Lovely.

[.38 at me - Trigger pulled, 45 degree towards me.]

12:41 AM



Currently listening to Niang Zi on my VCD/DVD player. Hey if you guys who happen to read my previous entries, haha I am completely in Lurve with Jay Chou and I am still. Really... Still determined to get his Fantasy, Ye Hui Mei, the CD with a compilation of all the Duets he had... haha... Besides this I also want to get Saiyuki Reloaded VCD if possible. That time when I was looking for Furuba Anime, I saw Saiyuki Reloaded instead. Haha Should have just taken it but oh well... There's always next time.
Tomorrow I heard we will be goin home at around ten in the morning due to the Parent Teacher Meeting Session which will commence at 10 onwards. Actually I've got a lot of things to get over and done with.

>>My SPF Form [have to take passport size picture with my NPCC uniform on] - must hand in tomorrow
>> DNT Folio [I have to finish it by hook or by crook, today. Then plan to show it to Hazmi tomorrow, that's if he's got the time to discuss with me on my artefact.]
>> Get a Mountain Bike for my Johor Cycling Trip [get a good one... and must be cheap]
>> Get Saiyuki Reloaded VCD!! [haha this is not compulsory actually]
>> Do lots and lots of Malay Language Revision Paper 1, if possible. !!!
>> Do lots and lots of Malay Language Revision Paper 2, must must.!!
>> Get A1 for Malay Language GCE O Level. This is an order from Akito!! [haha]
>> Make sure I go to Siti Nurhaliza's Live Concert on the 20th of July [erm... I hope so. haha.]
>> Ok serious talk here... Complete my NCO Course Method of Instructions Powerpoint Slides by Saturday.
>> Just to remind, tomorrow no Maths Tuition. Woohoo.
>> Re-schedule my June Holidays [setting aside Study Camp, Johor Cycling Trip, DNT Coursework complete]
>> More on Combined Humanities and Chemistry please...
>>Master the Tabs and Chords of the compiled songs I did yesterday. [Alter Bridge, Kittie, Sheila On 7, Nirvana, Michael Jackson, etc.] -- So that when we jam, at least there's some new songs we can play instead of the same old songs. Just that the others have to master their part as well. haha. Erm... Yeah Attivo we can do it. Of course.

A declaration for today: Due to my abstract laziness and disgusting attitude, I hereby officially declare that I have cancelled my account in Friendster.com. This is because I have found no purpose at all in owning one. Haha.

Actually the actual fact is that, I realised whenever I am connected to the internet, one of the few things I have to do is check my friendster account just to find nothing new. haha. Then I analysed it and told myself, it's quite a boring habit to have. Therefore, I've made myself very clear. The reason to why I want to have an internet connection is to find for new information, get connected to teachers and friends based on school work, to download songs and ease my mind, to blog non stop because it is healthy and sometimes can make me think straighter and sort out this mind of mine unless I decide to pollute it with stupid remarks. Also to stay closely informed about Jay Chou and the Anime World. Actually, to the Music Industry. Also, to discover the real me within this helpless body. Haha. Ok. I think I'ver really made it clear. So, yarh, guess that's it ey?

[Click... Click]

3:14 PM



Yeah new skin again.
Sanzo, Goku, Hakkai and Gojyo are cool ppl.
I just watched them on Ares just now, and I really enjoyed it. It's so cool. haha. Cool's the word man.

Today...
Had Malay Intensive Drilling going on. It was kinda fun for me. Coz I was really on task and all. I felt great. Being able to finish up two given past year other school's papers like I should. I am determined to score an A1 for my Malay Language GCE O Levels. Yeah. No Harm No Harm. Den think about it, I don't need to take another paper to compensate for my failure of gettin a Distinction for my mother tongue. Also, I would have extra free six periods for term III, an advantage to be taken for revision on other MAJOR subjects. Argh my Combined Humanities must really go up. Needta do sth about it. Tsk tsk... So worried but nonetheless no use expressing this all out if I am not going to do anything about it. Yeah.

Zizie and Naq came to my place. They finished off where they left previously for Fruits Basket. And boy I haven't see them so concentrated on the episodes as much as what was shown on their expressions today. haha. i mean u noe, the last few episodes reveals Kyo and all. Zizie Naq were pretty focused in order to understand Kyo's part. Haha. It was, obviously, interesting when it comes to Kyo and Akito part.

Also, I've decided to continue my Anime Adventure on Saiyuki Reloaded and Rurouni Kenshin. Although, Yeah some Anime Freaks out there are way far ahead of me, oh well, I still enjoy them though so I dun really mind wat other ppl think. haha. My mom's starting to nag about me liking Japanese Cartoons. haha. Oh mom I still remember my roots ok. So don't worry too much. haha I wish I could tell her that. But I am not used to soppy soppy speech when it comes to addressing sth to my family members. Haha. No, like really... this is the truth. haha.
I only dare or used to talk about crushes or like matters of the hearts to my closest friends, or mostly listen to those kinda topics from friends from school. Yeah. Nothing from my family members. Haha. It's kinda cool to know that my family's not practicing it coz it makes me a very -all-the-way- person haha. I mean... I am not used to the hearts affairs and so I won't blush that often hahaha.. Actually I dun noe wat I am trying to convey here. Argh shoot me. Oh well but the fact remains, I am not a troubled kid wit diff kinda made-up problems. Haha. That's wat's happening around me. Many of these are evolving around me and my closest friends. You know, Them who tries to hard to grab ppl's attention by creating bullshytz out of themselves, so that they will come out cool to other ppl. "Woah Rebellious seh!" that's what they are determined to hear from the comments of other ppl. Haha which i think is so K E N T A L. haha. Yeah Lame.
ok for those who actually understood what I had typed out, yeah good for you coz you understand me that means. Those who don't understand, don't try too hard, coz if you're not meant to understand you're not meant to. hahahaha.
Erm.
Anyway... tomorrow's the drilling MT again and I am completely psyched for school already. Haha coz I really want to do well for my MAJOR exam on next Monday. Who doesn't wanna do well, man? I mean c'mon... haha O LEVELS man... no fooling around man... time to fasten the pace and keep on moving baby...

haha.. all these are actually to straighten out the jumbled up opinions i have in my mind, so yeah i dun really mind if ppl read this coz this are meant to be read by other ppl anyway. if Not i won't want any of my personal thoughts to be publicised rite... ahah get it?
Oklah I think for tonight, I really typed a lotta things so Later.

[biang...]

9:39 PM

I just watched the ending of Fruits Basket Anime. Aww. It was kinda hanging and stuff but overall, Akito is really some schizophrenic haha. He can just grab Tohru's Hair just like dat but Tohru had a very gentle sense-talking to Akito and Akito somehow cooled down or sth like dat. Haha Should go watch and support Fruits Basket Anime and the Manga!!! haha. Ok I am going to start on a new Japanimation. Haha.
Tohru loves Kyo and wants to be with him forever!! That is so touching I must say. Den Yuki somehow supported and encouraged Kyo to open up and not to always run away from his fear. Yarh. How cool is dat. I just can't wait to finish the Manga. I searched and found out that the Manga is up to Volume 16. Yar.

Listening to Beyonce's Wishing on A Star.

Actually, I was at Zizie and Ella's house. Figured out Sephia's Chords and poof... we did it. We even compiled all the songs we had made and planning to make more new songs and do our own album for our own satisfaction. haha Should really go all out to learn ppl's songs. At least sth to jam with wen we go Serangoon for a session. HAha. Now only need to figure out the lead bass and drum. Den everything would be fine. Haha.
Yeah.

Ok I think I am going to start on watching Saiyuki. haha. Ok Bye Bye.

12:05 AM



Currently listening to MJ's Off The Wall. Just now was watching episode 25 and now waiting for episode 26 to download. HAha. So sad. I cried again. Hmm. Mebbe this is just another emotional part of me.
My mom is laying out the spread on the dining table, i wonder what will we be eating for tea today. haha. I saw cili sos and jug of tea... den got small piring...

On television shows Kids Central and some gymnastic ppl, haha, so flexible.
I don't think I am going out today because I feel so lazy to do anything. Actually I have a lot of things to complete.
DNT Folio - Finish 60% of it
Sign the insurance thingie.
What else ah... oh yar... Malay Language O Levels Revision
haha wouldn't want me to fail my mother tongue.

Listening to Sarah Mchlachlan or howeva u spell it, "Angel"

This song is so smooth and calming. Like this kinda songs. Haha.
Hmm as usual i tot i had a lot of things to type out but it came out that I had nothing that much. Haha. I guess this is it.

3:15 PM



Haha. Just now like a lot of things to blog about but then suddenly, it went poof... gone.

Oh yar I've told you haven't I? Tomorrow there'll be no school?
Yeah I think so. I've just finished watching Rurouni Kenshin Ova 5... and downloading episode 24 of Furuba. Yeah. I think next manga after FURUBA has to be Rurouni Kenshin. Mebbe Naruto, wait... mebbe Saiyuki... no no. I think Gundam Seed. haha. I just dunno which one... Which one I grab first, that'll be the one I'll look forward the most. Yeah.
hmm.
I think I'll go grab some more at the Mee Hoon rather than letting it turn basi or sth. haha.

"ok Back"

listening to "Walked Out of Heaven" by Jagged Edge

Well I've changed the song I am listening to.
It's a Javanese Ethnic Song. Made out with gamelan and some percussion. Yeah it sounds a bit eerie and hair-standing but overall I actually like this kinda song. haha. u can get addicted u see. Just like wat is happening between me and Anime/Manga... haha
Everytime I listen to this kinda ethnicity in a song, I feel like dancing. It's nature, I guess. These kinda songs are meant to make ppl dance I think. And now...
Listening to M Nasir's "mustika"
Another cool song made by a cool songwriter.

this is the lyrics, spontaneously typed out while listening to it.
Mustika

Kau yang berselindung di balik sutra warnamu pelangi
engkau mustika hati pesona cinta mahligai rindu
malam dingin yang kejam
aku tiada gentar
kerna cintamu
mistri alam yang terbongkar
lena jadi sedar
kerna kasihmu
dan dulu ku cari
rupa rupanya
ada di sini
dan yang bermain di mimpi
menjelmalah engkau dalam realiti
dulu lalu depan mata tapi ku tak hirau
ku tak peduli
tapi segala ku tahu hanya engkau dengar
kau tak lepaskan

Mustika oh Mustika
Mustika oh Mustika

Mestikah aku menjadi penanti
perlukan sakti sucimu
aku tak sabar menantikan esok hari
bawalah daku bersamamu

oh mustika hatiku
oh oh
Mustika oh Mustika
Mustika oh Mustika

Mustika oh Mustika

Kau yang berselindung di balik sutra warnamu pelangi
engkau mustika hati pesona cinta mahligai rindu
malam dingin yang kejam
aku tiada gentar
kerna cintamu
mistri alam yang terbongkar
lena jadi sedar
kerna kasihmu

Mustika oh Mustika
Mustika oh Mustika
Mustika oh Mustika

yeah so how was the lyrics? aha. I like his songs because all of it has a deep meaning instilled in them. It's like a treasure buried underneath the soil 6 metres deep. That's how deep the meaning is.
Well this Mustika song suddenly gave me the idea of linking it to Rurouni Kenshin. haha. The love of Tomoe and Kenshin. Haha. Just gave me a ring to it. Only that this song is dedicated from me to them.

11:07 PM

Hey. I've just changed the blog template. Haha.
Hmm. What is there to say huh...
Erm. Actually yesterday I did post sth in here, but it didn't coz I didn't noe which was the POST button and the republish button. Kinda forgot tho. Due to the diff font encoding of my comp and these browser... yeah.

Erm tomorrow there's no school. I heard it was Vesak Day. Haha. I didn't noe that there will b no school until Mr Ng mentioned it.

Listening to "Another Sad Love Song" redone by Christina Aguilera.
Just now showing on mediacorp 5 was Moonwalker. That was such a long ago story but it didn't bore me. Michael Jackson's cool. He looks so nice with his new face at that time. Curly hair and sharp features.
Now I am hungry. Hmm. Dun think my mom cook today. Mebbe we would be going out later. Mebbe not. Haha.
Hey my shooting competition has been postponed to somewhere in July. Haha. Best.
Yesterday's campfire was nuthing much. Erm. I didn't enjoy it coz there were a few of my batch around and yarh... St Hilda's didn't attend. Aww.. oh well.

I am quite excited for my Johor Cycling Trip to Penggerang. 30km ride to and 30 km ride fro. Now I need to get a good mountain bike and everything will be fine.
I hope you bloghoppers like my template. Haha. Credits goes to the person who made this.
Kenshin is very cool. Just like Kyo. Haha.

4:37 PM



Hi. Not been bloggin fo' the past 2 days, felt empty a bit. Hah. Dunno why I slept early those two days. The first night, I was watching Jay's Live Concert, den listen to all his songs, all over again and stuff like dat... den suddenly felt like I had to sleep already, and his songs were made into nice bedtime Songs. haha.
The second night hmm... after i reach home from school, tot i want to log on to the internet and surf stuff, skali my brother used the comp, so I just tried to wait for my turn, end up taking self-conceited pics on my hp den suddenly haha. I dozed off. Startled up at 2246 haha i still remembered, tot it was already the next morn, told myself it wasn't and i needed to prepare my NP stuff but ended up with dozing off rite again haha. Den manage to wake up at 0530>> considered late.
My sis and my bro currently watchin Kembara starring M Nasir. It's such an old film but it feels nice tho. I just feel so back in those days wen my life was more organise. Haha. Hmm wish I could revive back my pri school den mebbe from there I could for an instance realise that my studies should a priority, mebbe could try get into a good school instead of merely a neighbourhood common school. But quite glad tho haha. Still I didn't do quite well in my mid-year as i wat i had expected. Oh well. THis is just the Midz. For Prelims, definitely I am going to outwin those buggers who thinks they are good enuff!!! Hoho. I am pretty glad zizie and my wish came true [about english, that is...] Zizie was pretty well-off for EL, it was amazing and I pray for her to get better results and not worry a notch about the Os!! Woohoo! That goes as well for me too. Haha. I really really want to go to JC coz tho it's hard and all or wateva negative remarks made, mebbe by going to a JC i can change my lifestyle into a better one. Haha. It seems more confirmed to set ur lifestyle for the rest of ur life in JC rather than in Poly. erm am i making sense? Haha. If i am not, sorry. Coz as long as i understand myself that's quite enuff. Haha.
Hmm... today NP? erm... almost lost my voice because the juniors were abit nerve-wrecking. haha. But oh well. They're suppose to not noe stuff...
so i'll close both eyes..

Tuition... Haha Always. everytime. Got tuition rite. I'll feel so dreary and draggy and lengthy and all. But I'll try to look forward to seeing a guy. I mean more like make my appearance to a guy. Haha. His name is... Lerrr takkan nak blang plak kan. Haha. *brush*brush* [blush blush] nah he just reminds me of Jay Chou... this fair flawless skin, cool outfit, erm cool everything ah.... he is also quite cute and stuff.. dunno whether he can play flute or not haha but got one time i saw in his bag, i mean it wasn't on purpose, i 'ter' saw drum sticks in his bag... not Chicken Drumsticks ah... as in DRums [doom doom tak doom tak punyer...] sticks. Haha. Then that other day, after we are all dismissed, i saw him rushing off to somewhere. den my bro and me just went to our bus stop. skali 15 min later, i saw the guy with skate boards. Woah. Like that's cool or wat. Haha. Erm. Den oh yar... haha. Just now was farnie.

After we finish our Maths Weekly Test, my bro and I straight-a-way go down to our bus stop..
Den as usual the guy just rushed off somewhere. but that's not the farnie part ah. The farnie part is... Ok. usually we have this nature to look behind on the roads to see whether Bus 163 is reaching or not and the bus stop to Rivervale Plaza[where our tuition place is] it is like more or something like 100m distance. And usually bus 163 is so turtle. But suddenly today, we did our thang, we looked for bus 163 on the road and there it was, zooming away, reaching our bus stop and we are like 100m walking distance from the bus stop. haha. Boy was i flustered or wateva word u can use for speechless... and den without realising it i dashed off, sprinted off if u must say leaving my bro behind. Haha. The farnie thing is... it was like the most instant impact as i see the oncoming bus on its way. Haha. It's like in my mind, it was telling "u Can't afford to lose this bus!!!" and therefore, I ran off. Fortunately my bro could catch up with me. Haha. For once, i thought I was some national sprinter or something. haha. A lot of 'by-standers' were there, looking at this -uncontrollable- snake and -slacking- dragon trying to outrun the bus. Hoho.
snake = not Ayame of coz, refers to me, coz i am born in the year of Snake
dragon = not Hatori of coz, refers to my bro, coz he is born in the year of Dragon. What most ppl would say? The Lucky Year? Haha. Kinda think it's true coz his batch, the Dragon Ppl 1988 babies, are pretty clever and lucky. Haha. Kinda, i repeat.

ok lah. i think i blogged enuff oredi. Erm... i think i'mma go and eat. Tomorrow got Campfire. Before that got meeting for the performance, and before the meeting i am going to the Arcade with Andrew and mebbe zizie. Haha. I need to practice man, and also relieve stress. So there.

-Chao Bye Bye-

10:46 PM



hey ya.
Frenz just went off. Watched Furuba Anime. It was kinda tiring, yet fun. Watched it before, watched it again, still it was interesting. Could understand the story more. Erm. Akito is a jerk. But, he might have his reasons for his actions. Den, Tohru is really clumz... but it's her nature. Kyo is more becoming as the episodes goes by. And Zizie loves Ayame so much. No i am not assuming zizie, HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Erm, Naq did enjoy it, didn't u, Naq? Fatin was 'a-no-comment' spectator, but well, she was really into the Manga. hahah. erm then again, Jap Anime can be really addictive at times, sho?

Master the Rap Language... I want to. But, I cannot. Coz, I am not up to it. Definitely I can do better than Ahli Fiqir GAL!! Haha. Any gal would do better than that Ahli Fiqir Gal. I mean, it's not what lahr, but the way she rap is so frigging a-noe-yInG, she tried too hard. Way too hard.

Hanajima Saki-san is cool in actual fact. I've got Vol 9 of Fruits Basket and I am totally elated about having to possess that dug. Ahh, I love my frens so much! erm... I mean, this is a way of saying Thanks a thousand many coz despite of me being so ridiculous, going all the way out to get that Vol 9... I was short of $$ and Zizie, Fatin chipped in some of their $$. I felt so in debt. erm... thanks to Naq too, i am tarched enuff coz Naq offered to chip in more in case I was still short of $$. haha. But still... I need to pay them back, neh? yeah... Thru Jamming Session that is!! Which is... It's hard to plan, hard to predict when... but. I noe, when the time comes for it, I'll be blanja'ing' them, yeah! Mebbe for a few satisfying hours will do. Coz they helped me to get that Vol 9! Ah.. can I be happier than this?

5:55 PM



weneva i blog, i'll end up typing ridiculous things. Hmm.. what to blog about today. Although there's not quite a purpose to blog, but my fingers just wanted to move. So, yep, i blogged.
There's only Fik, Zizie, Wak, Chickolatarz and Offbeat online, plus me. Haha. Such a boring morning. I think sleeping would be the finest thing rite now, but i just can't get to sleep yet. Haha. No reason why.
Just now I discovered that Azmi also got play Runescape, so he made my Combat skill level go up some notches, and his comp lag, so wen he logged out accidentally, i logged out purposely. Den he recommended me Tactics Arena. So I signed up as a member and walla... it was fun!! All about tactics, killing each other ppl and stuff. I got hooked up but Azmi had to go already. His mom needta use the comp, so there goes yesterday.
bye bye

2:04 AM



hey i am right here at zizie's house... and my hair's straighter than eva. I've used this Loreal lotion for hair or sth, it's actually ell's one, but then i just tried it out, and erm... it turned out soft and quite straight. hm... zizie's opening the packet of buns... and i am going to eat it. Ok we are going out later to get zizie's Jalan Terus, but we feel so lazy, coz the day's like almost perfect and everything, feel like just staying here, and do sth. Most unfortunately zizie's Playstation 2 has been kidnapped... Awww... plain bored... bored bored... ahaha... was just thinking of lawaning that CROW or sth. Haha. Carry on with the game I left that time. aHahaha. Ey tengok zizie mkn mcm nak amek satu, so bye bye.

3:22 PM



- Lee Hom Latest Album
- Jay 2ep Album
- Jay Incomparable Live VCD

Woohoo
next time I have to get his Fantasy Album.
Tomorrow, I have POA Exam Paper One. I hope the questions are all easy an stuff, haha. Hmm mebbe eating prata tomorrow. Mebbe watching Sepet tomorrow. mebbe not. Haha. I want to go home and sleep. But i dun want to go home and sleep.
Leehom's VidClips are all cool man. He also can dance. But I would prefer Jay coz he can play the flute! Haha. Wen he was playing the flute, i was totally mesmerized. Yahoo.
And his live singin has gone better... from wat i have seen and heard. Haha.
I haven't iron my clothes yet. I think I am going to do it tomorrow. Haiyah wen is my Fruits Basket Episode 20 goin to finish downloading. Haha. I can't wait to watch the following episode.
Oh well... I think that's it. Haha. Bye. I wish myself good for tomorrow's paper. Although it is MCQ, mebbe it might help me pass or distinction my overall POA.

11:44 PM

harlz.
15 mins to 5 a.m. Boy I can't sleep. Hmm.
A while ago was chatting to a fren. Currently surfing the net, and umpteen times my sister's alarm clock rang. Is she going to wake up or not.
Haha
Hmm it's already Sunday. Tomorrow's POA MCQ. I need to get full marks for that!! Coz I noe my POA Paper two wasn't that good. Haha. Next time must read the instructions.
MUST!!
Malay O Levels in just wat... 15 more days? izzit? correct me if i am wrong.

Anyway. I really love Kyo Sohma.
Ok bye.

4:43 AM



"your Love Is King" by Will Young
hey hey.
i went out with fatin today and we had quite a great time. Saw two cute guys. Haha. Both are good at dancing the para para. We were mesmerized. Anyway, fatin's one was one we didn't expect. He wore sth so 'sengkek' and all, but wen he turned around, boy was he cute. haha. Mine was someone who had a unique way of para paraing... ahah. and I suddenly felt my face flush wen i saw his cute face. Both of them had thick eyebrows, big eyes and cute faces. Haha. Just like Toro from Energy. Then we surveyed some chinese and japanese albums. Going to check out who's Hitomi Yaida coz her cover album showed her holding a guitar.

"Silence" by Jay Chou
i watched Epsiode 19 of Fruits Basket just now. And now waitin for episode 20 to be downloaded. I gotta get a lot of CD and VCD dis semester!! Haha.
Didn't get to go Bintan or Batam, but I get to go to go Johor for a cycling trip...
Next week there'll be dry practice goin on, to prepare for the competition itself.
On 28th May I'll be going down for a competition. Haha I wish we would go for the Finals or at least be in the top three or sth. THen at least my secondary school life won't be that dull.
All my Major Papers are done, left with MCQ's and listening compre.
On Thurs, all of us have to go back to school and start as per normal.
Man. I wish i could rap. Haha. That would be quite cool. But it's not cool coz i dun noe how to.
wah. sometimes a sneeze can be quite irritating. Ergh heck ah.

Ok blog soon again. Bye Bye.

11:48 PM



Look there's a new link under my "Been There" Section...
haha... my photo album. Currently there's 4 albums I guess, but updating more soon. Purpose is to make them pictures into sth i can reminisce about the memorise in the past.

"Follow Me" by Usher reminded me of those times when I just shifted to Sengkang. Haha. Oh how i miss that CD. Darn I still am clueless to where it is. My sis had dis very brilliant idea of buying another Confessions. Haha. I was ok with it. As soon as she said, using my money, I was shut down. Haha. The only sibling rite now who is working is her, haiyoh. How does she expect me to juz buy it out of my own money.. haha. To start it even, I dun hav a thing called my own money. Mebbe there is, secretly. haha. My bursary... hmm... I duno lah. Money isn't that impt at this stage of life. I mean.. it is impt but it's not me who have to fork out rite now. My turn would be somewhere 5 - 6 years more. Yeah.

"Superstar" by Usher.

Just now I had Physics and DNT. Both are quite ok. I finished quite early for both papers and had the tendency to doze off. Haha. But after what had happened that time during Chemistry, I have decided not to close my eyes and sleep. haha. I had quite the shock of my life when suddenly a teacher just come up to me and startle me a bit. U noe how it feels when someone annoys u or wake u up in the midst of sleeping. Very annoying.

"Can You Handle" by Usher

Then also my ONLY revision for DNT was quite worth while haha. I was glad I revised at the last mins, like 30 mins before the paper itself. Actually the day before [yesterday, dat is] i went to naq's place to study, but instead I didn't bother about my purpose and did sth else rather den study. Haha. I just can't get down to a study grp and study decently. Unless it was in proper school lesson or sth. Den I can really work on my stuff. OR the other situation would be that I am all alone at home and the atmosphere is really peaceful and quiet. And also the fact that I would have the whole house to myself. like for instance I can turn on any music i want without irritating anyone. haha. But my house, me alone? Rare... the only time I would be alone often would be at night... where everyone has snugged into their beds... and I'll b left in the living room trying to figure out which subject to start on. Haha. But at times the comp and internet just distracts me too much. Whenever I try to start on studying, my eyes will be so heavy and all. But if it's nothing about studying, like i am downloading or anything, i won't feel any heaviness in my eyes. Haha. The fact that I am plain lazy remains huh...

"Truth Hurts" by Usher
Tomorrow's papers -- History Elective and E. Mathematics Paper 2

Woohoo. I better get good vibes for tomorrow. and pray hard E Maths won't be that hard. haha. I think it is, after all the hints that MR Ng gave all of us. saying and scaring us that it will make us die or stuff like dat. Oh well.. but as long as I go thru all the revision ws that he gave us and all the Past year papers... I think I might be able to survive...
Woah these Usher's songs really pull me back to those times, back 4 - 5 months ago... haha. The new house was spick and span, hygienic and healthy. Now fortunately it still looks like a house... but from a hygienic new place, all of a sudden cockroaches are seen wandering about in my house.

"Confessions Part 1" By Usher
Cool man... my downloads are going on fast... I can watched 4 new episodes today... of Fruits Basket. ahhh... haha. Not crazy... just plain like, that's all. Hmm...

"brace urself it ain't good"
-Oh yar-
Happy Birthday to My Mom
Just for my mom I write this song
Just for mom I sing this song...
Ibu... Ibu... engkaulah ratu dihatiku...
Bilaku berduka, engkau hiburkan selalu...
Ibu... Ibu... engkaulah ratu hatiku...
-Let's stay together forever...-

5:13 PM



This day, I feel so 'Blogged". It's like whenever I reach home today, like came back from somewhere, example from school, from kedai or from tuition, i feel like i need to blog about something.
Hmm just now tuition was fine. Haha. There was 3 chinese guys who were talking about their school teachers and dis guy called Nicholas... haha the way he talk is a very hilarious sight. U noe the way he describe things, describe ppl and da way he tell ppl bout what he had encountered of a teacher, haha, i couldn't help but to eavesdrop and laugh with them, secretly.
Den we were realeased quite early, supposedly at 2130 but we were dismissed at 2115... coz we had finish on Organic Chemistry and Mrs Selva wanted to do revision starting from next Tues.
Yeah... so Go Chemistry Go!!
Currently listening to "Ain't no sunshine" by Michael Jackson.
Before this, I was re-watching episodes from Fruits Basket. I think I look so much into Fruits Basket until I really think that they do exist somewhere in this world. Oh well...
I am still waiting for Episode 14 to finish downloading. Before i could let it finish, I had already started downloading episode 15.. haha. Kiasu...
I know i've said this umpteen times or so.... But i want to say this again.
Oh if only Kyo Sohma really existed in reality...
And he is like someone i know or what.... wah....
Ok... back to reality.
hmm... i need to start on my revision... but i guess i'll do dat later... hoohoo...
>Coz all ur cancer's gone<

11:08 PM

Yeah...

http://himitsu.ochitsuki.net/main.php

THis is the site where i got the pics.. I am so happy. Thanks a lot yar the owner of that site!!!! I am so in love with furuba. Really have to contd reading it and watchin it. I noe those anime-lovers must b smirking rite now, coz thinking that i noe only this anime or wat.. Haha. Actually The other anime i was in love with was Love HIna.. yeah read it, watch it... Then of coz i am not that shallow or anything... I do watch japanese anime... shown on local tv...
POkemon> Samurai X> Dragon BAllz> Akazukin Chacha> Those shown on Arts Central> Gundam Seed shown on TV mobile
woohoo i want to try get Saiyuki's anime... actually that time can get already... But at first the intention was to buy Furuba Anime.. but there was none... so i browsed and saw Inuyasha and Saiyuki.. but then i decided to get Jay Chou instead. Haha. but i didnt regret it watsoeva. Hoho.

Yeah Thanks to the site again. It was wonderful. Tohru and Kyo Itsumo!

5:49 PM


One of my personal fave...

5:43 PM


Dun let me go Tohru...

5:43 PM


Love your smile mann...

5:42 PM


Volume Three Manga... Star-Appearance

5:42 PM


Hello Kyo!

5:42 PM


Mine!

5:42 PM


You are totally mine!!

5:42 PM


Charmed - Kyon-Kyon

5:41 PM


Pretty Boy - Yuki

5:41 PM


Foursome... Mr Novelist... The Prince... Riceball... Baka-Neko[haha.. not me Kyo! It's Yuki who said it...]

5:41 PM


one of my personal fave. Tohru looks even more angelic. The scenery behind, so wonderful and calm.

5:40 PM


Darling!!! Neko!!! You're not baka-desu... haha

5:40 PM


Taking care of his princess from getting bullied.

5:39 PM


Look at her pretence.

5:39 PM


You are so dear to me. If only I am Tohru, which will never be.

5:38 PM


A snap shot at one of the Anime Episode... when Haru came out from nowhere and made Kyo trip when he was just so psyched dat he almost outwin Yuki. But it's possible to beat Yuki coz that moment Yuki was down wit a cold.

5:38 PM


One of my personal fave. Make me wana cry coz too touched. *sob*sob*

5:37 PM


Cute young couple. Arent they...

5:37 PM


A lucky girl indeed. Tohru. Is.

5:36 PM


one of my personal fave... Tohru and Kyo

5:36 PM


Yuki and Tohru Photo shot.

5:36 PM


She is damn lucky.

5:35 PM


TOHRU!!!! SO CUTE!!!!

5:35 PM


Haru's face is a mixture of Hatori and Kyo... Sometimes Hatori looks like Shigure.

5:34 PM


The smile which made Tohru stammer.

5:34 PM


Haru cares about Kisa. A lot.

5:33 PM


Uo-Chan, Hana-Chan will always be by Tohru's side.

5:33 PM


Hiro... A very lasered-tongue boy. In love with Kisa... haha. totally opposite attracts. Considered that Tohru is his rival. Kisa is always talking about how good Tohru is.

5:32 PM


Love Triangle

5:31 PM


Akito - Sick but Violent

5:31 PM


Thinking of Tohru. I want her to come back - Kyo

5:30 PM