- 17 on 5th Oct 2006. - Known as Aryuna. - Sketching, Mangas, Dancing and Singing.

- A black ink pen. - Keyboard. - Peace and Good Health.

Zizie
Alia
Ella
Firah
Dyl
Ama
Hanna
Diyy
Iffah
Aryuna
NazAmirah
Aryuna

inspired by Michelle*

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September 2005[Go!]

It's normal for someone to talk about someone. It can be bad, yes, it can be good too.
Especially, behind one's back. I mean, for sure someone has talked about someone for at least once, rite? For his/her good or bad points. About his/her good or bad points.
Well, I have, if you know what I mean? Especially about teachers... Haha. Good and bad.
In other terms is you bitch about him/her but I wouldn't wana use dat word, coz it kinda hurts me. Haha. Ok back to my topic.
Hmm. What do you feel if you found out someone has been talking about you, specifically bad stuff? I mean, of course you would feel all crimson anger/crimson embarassed about the rumour made about you. But it's only for awhile. You know yourself best, the best is to ignore it. Yeah, it's hard to just ignore the stuff just like that, you can always try to. Ignore I mean.
I mean if it's true, the rumours, then I guess you should reflect back and repent on it. Not the other way round. Rumours are so not good. I mean, it doesn't make one cool or famous, if you know wat I mean. If it's not true, rest assured someone would be there to trust you. I mean, of course the truth would be revealed sooner or later, you will get to see who's the bad or the good guy. But someone just had to not accept the real stuff and just go on living with watz in store for them. Well that's serve themselves right to be sinned. But for me, rumours, I mean... there's no need for confrontation and sorts, do we? Haha. Maybe I am being self-centered. I think about it in my own view, but seriously, I wouldn't go all the way out to save my name over a petty case, because I don't look that cut out to do anything bad, do I? I know myself well, I wouldn't do anything so drastic to make one suffer, I hate making ppl suffer, coz I noe if I do that, I would get my retribution. No matter how difficult that other person I despise is, I wouldn't go out to ruin his/her life. You live it the way you want it, that's how it goes.

Anyway, rumouring about ppl is just another bad habit of human. It's like a satisfaction. You are satisfied when you pin-point one's negative and you are assured when you point out his/her goodness. Satisfied for pin-pointing a negative side or somebody. Why do I say this? Well, for sure if you go about rattling that someone is so ugly and so bitchy and so crappy, that means you are way better off than that person... that's wat you are tryna say, right? Hmm. I guess, one has to look at one self before saying about other ppl. Like I said, I do talk bad stuff about ppl, and after that I feel guilty, coz I noe I am not that goody goody either. Guilty charges me right away and I have nightmares and dilemma about what I have said. Then I try to forget what I've said and hope the other person doesn't get the message. Haha.

Apart from that, yeah I would feel sad if someone talk about my bad. But sooner or later, I would forgive and forget, let go and don't fret about it. Instead I would try my best to prove to that person, indirectly, that I am not as what he/she thinks I am. Well, they're still humans, they do good deeds and most times they turned to devils for evility [new word ey?]. So why not?

The whole point is, I have a grudge against ppl with handling rumours. I would want to see life lesser of empty talks and more action to it. You want to talk politics about someone, you talk it out the best way you can. You want to comment about other ppl's usage of Language, you prove to them as well that you are way off better. You want to laugh at other's being clumsy, you should record down the times when you were way clumsier. You want to challenge others, others accept the challenge and you jolly-well do it the bestest way you can. Only to prove yourself, what you say is what they get.

Don't Understand?
Never mind.
Don't matter about it, ok?

8:12 PM



Well-celebrated Fatin's bdae not awhile ago.
She's a big sister now, though that doesn't lead to any differences.
Jaz Chou? Wat the hell. I am having nightmares, I guess.
Hey can someone define love?
Love is...
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
Love is...
To have a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward (a person).

And guess what. I've made a huge discovery.
This is my first love. I've found it.

Jay Chou - my first love.
Yahoo.
More like... unrequited one. Blegh. Oh well. I like and adore him. Talents so great. So attractive. Everything's just wonderful. ey?

11:36 PM

Someone's turned 16, Yahoo.

So... what's in store later? Hmm. Duno leh. Let's just go and see what Zizie has for us in town.
Heard someone's got Lee Hom's CD ey? Someone's got diamonds, someone's got handphone. Surely someone better get her no. 7. Haha.
And she's gonna get it. Not anything as grand as her other presents I might say, but hey, you might wana say.. the thought that counts? Yeah. The thought. The heart. The... whatever it is... that was greatly put in abundance to this present for her from me.
Hoho.
Gaia, heard from Tawfik, Bi[Rain] won an award. Woah, if the thing he watched was live, than it was his bestest bdae present I guess. Yep. Definitely.
Hmm... School's opening in around 2 weeks time...






Kidding.





I wish that was true. Heh. Heh. Heh Blegh.
But I guess always have to look forward to it, don't we? So that we won't fall sick and always be healthy, yada yada yada.
Heh. It feel as if it has been a long since I've been up and about with my lavly comp. Hoho. Paderhal Paderhal.
Oh well. Very excited school's gonna come back. Yeh.

Again. Blegh. No more acting please. Case closed. Welcome to the wonderful of, YOU.

2:04 AM



Happy 2005 -1982 = 23rd Birthday! Bi(Rain) heh.

And someone's bdae is tomorrow ey? Hmm...

Anyway, guess what. Today I dreamt about sth very unusual.
There were two parts to my dream.
One was a scene after school, well my school there's a piano outside the HOD office and yeah we would always spot talents there, relieving their stress out. And this dream of mine happens to be me playing the piano.
OK the situation was this way. I was alone walking out of DNT studio and without me realising it, I slumbered my way to the piano and opened the cover. And I went on to play a song. It turned out to Wang Lee Hom's Yi Shuo Jian Dan De Qin Ge [A Simple Song]. Argh! It was crazy man. I attracted a lot of the chinese students and my friends from the art class came down and went straight to me. It was not only merely playing the song on the piano, but I was also singing it! Haha. Can you believe it? I can't! Coz hell no I dunno how to play that piece. And I can't even save my arse to sing while playing. Ok that was part I.
Part II - suddenly I was back to my secondary One moments. It seemed like the last day of school or sth. I was walking along a corridor of classes which leads me to the staff room. The staff room seemed pack but all I could see was Cikgu Diah and Cikgu Sharmila, and the other crowded areas was blurry images of black fog. Then suddenly Cikgu Diah asked me take this piece of cake and give it to the others. Then when I took the cake and opened the staff room door, all my malay schoolmates were standing right at the door and look at the piece of cake, drooling. I didn't show any expressions. Then suddenly, I was walking to Mcdz with Fatin. We brought such big school bags and went to sit at a spot. Then Lyziana and Zizie came in. They went straight to the seats in front of the counter to place their bags and then went to both of us.
"Why never sit there?"Lyz asked.
Then we peeked through the pots of plants which divided the seat they have chosen with our seat and, walla we saw Naq! They told us, Naq has been waiting for us there since yesterday.
Fatin laughed and I looked weird. Haha. Nightmare? Or just that, this is actually normality.
You see, when it's been a long vacation and the time to come back to school has come, I would always have weird dreams about going to school back, usually stating the bad and good points or premonitions of the re-opening of school. Like for example the piano thing? Haha, mebbe ppl would noe me of my talent [whatever it is] when school is re-open, and the drooling thing? Maybe I would be a messenger of someone/something when school re-open. Also, the Mcdz thingie? Haha, maybe I won't be as observant as I used to be.

Hmm dreams are tricky stuff, sometimes it just plays with u and u play it back.
-Aryuna Dreams Away-
shyt got tuition. Blegh.

1:00 PM



It's just a passion of time
Just can somebody help me
I needed those rhymes
to come fulfil this dreams to reality

Let those buggers understand
these very soul
then you promise them buggers to land
and you promise them all

it's just another sick lover
it's just another sick game
then it doesn't seem to matter
coz all of this is just insane

I'm lying to myself
the reason is so simply true
then i'll grab those on my left
and create destruction like i'll never do

these is just injustice
just punish me for what i did was wrong
but i knew nothing wrong was done and ish
you've got me all along

I cried alone at night
and it seems like nobody ever cared
then again this just might just be right
like there's no one who dared

recognise my fire burning
extinguishing those who's bothering me
leave me alone to rot
and then you just set me free

-Love Me-

10:06 PM




The Prestigious Ticket. Haha. It was a fun ride on it. Jay Chou is so cute and the cast, they were all so funny. Almost cried when Takumi found out his gf was cheating on him. But the stupid is that I had to sit beside to bigg sized ppl and they have such a bad BO, throughout the movie, I had to just smell my palm. Haha.

5:08 PM



I found another Heart Throb. This Korean Deep Singer is so stylo. His music is so Dancey. That's so for me. Haha.
Bi is furthermore a cute 1982 guy. He is my sis's age. Hah. Although his eyes are like too small that I dun even noe where it starts from, but when he smiles, he can melt girls. Haha. He is such a cutie. I am adding my Idol List already. One more thing about this Bi guy is that, he dance like no other! Haha.
I dunno if he can play instruments or anything but all i noe he is such a cute stuff, got nice hair, nice style, cool songs, cool moves and is a tall dude.
(",)
-Here we go again.-
His real name is Jeong Ji-Hun and he was born on 25th of June... Oh wait...
that's... 3 more days! The day before my favourite friend's b*dae!
Haha. What luck. (",)

He started in 2002 and is currently Korea's Heart throb.

n my heart is throbbing. ting...


8:42 PM

I feel like crying when I see that video taken by one of the fans, Jay at Changi Airport. :'(
If I was there, I guess my emotions might be so stirred I would even shed a tear. Haha. I don't know but I just felt that Jay was so near when I watched the video, if i were there, I could have touched him. Haha. When you like someone, you just had to get to know that person more. You just go googoogaga over him. But, don't get me wrong, it's not as if I am too crazy... well I am crazy over Jay Chou... I like him coz his talent is too big. His music has captured most of my Xin and I would even say to myself if ever he was to make another concert in Singapore, I would definitely go. Even if my mom won't give me the money, I would do the extreme and save it up!
Damn I am really going to watch Initial D tomorrow. See how Jay acts. Heard lotsa critics so let me do the judgement myself. I have Piao Yi's MV and he is way too cool in whatever he does.
Should have gone yesterday, wasted my noon in front of the comp. Argh!
My bad, my bad.
I wish there's another opportunity like this, hopefully after Os. Hmm.. thass too much to ask? Well, it's just a dream. No harm dreaming rite... but I badly wants to have this chance again. I missed it and I will nvr miss it at any other occassion like this.
I want him to come here again.

-Wo chen de yao ni hui lai-

6:45 AM



yeah I'm at home. Never go DNT. Oh well... just go tmr lahr. Quite sick and tired coz I said I will go, it's a must but eventually I never go. Haha.
Hey I got anotha blog. Heh. It's not a personal one lah. I mean... this other blog is for me to improve on my English, since English Language is the X-Factor for O Level. You can read all my poetical entries or a sophisticated opinion on a topic there, it's much more interesting and readable, i must say. Other things to add on, I'll try my best not to 'break' my language in the other blog. Haha. Like here, I tend to be so verbal about how I type dat it ends up so confusing. Hmm..
Hey. I've made up schedules for the 4 more mths to O Levels. I hope I am determined, like Fujiwara and Keisuke, and follow diligently on the tables that I've made up for myself. I mean... not being semangat lahr, erm well u can say it is semangat and all, bt it's all for the best? Diff ppl got diff techniques, take for instance, the best racers at Mount Akina. They have diff strategies to overthrow their opponent. They're just doing what they best think will work. So yeah, I am doing just that.
The anime is tip-top. I mean I finished watching all the 14 acts overnight. The first few parts I had a little stuggle to what was happening in the story. But later around act 5, I got the hang of it and was hooked. Thought I wanted to grab Rurouni Kenshin but it was $59.90 heh. Mom would pull my short hair out if I were to choose that too. But I really should have grabbed Ye Hui Mei. Man. Hey. But... to think of it, the EP CD that I have has all the 11 Ye Hui Mei MVs. So, I guess no need lah, huh. Hmm.. I'll just go for Fantasy and Initial D soundtrack when it's already launched or sth. I guess I would only get all this during December. Heh. O levels man.

Oh haha almost far gord.
I talk and talk about my other blog, but nvr give link. Haha
The Other Blog<<<< Just click on it. Thanks. Hehe.

10:53 AM



Heh. Guess what. I bought Initial D - Project D fourth stage the anime. Bluegh, den should have grabbed Ye Hui Mei man. Damn. Oh well...

Someone's into Jay Chou rite now. Ergh so sebok. But good good. Go support Jay! Woohoo!

Spose to go school today but because yesterday overnight at Zie's place den very the malas want to go school oredi.
I guess I'll have to miss going to Airport to see Jay. *sob*sob*
Den tomorrow I'll finish up DNT. It's a must. Fuck DNT. ergh.
I'm gonna miss my once in a lifetime opportunity. Waaargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, that's a first for using exclamation marks so much after sucha long time.
Hey and I also bought new Karaoke CDs, gona sing my lungs out today! I dun care. Because I am so stressed up. I can't go Airport tomorrow to meet Jay Chou!!!
Fuck Fuck DNT!!! Argh!
I am so sorry DNT, I dun mean it, but really, u've ruined my life!!!
Well, not that much. I am pretty sure I will get over it.
And for another first time, i want to sigh.
Haiz.



Haiz.
Haha. Ok that's the first and the last I am going to sigh my lungs and heart out.
Fuck DNT!!!!!!
Wish Jay did another concert in Singapore some time soon... den i can go and watch him.
*uwekkkkk* sob sob.


Have a nice trip Jay. Oh yar welcome to Singapore. Hope u reach and go home safely, yar.

11:57 AM



Mai gan na lei da wo ma ma [dun hit my mom like this anymore]
wo shuo de hua ni gan mei tia? [Will u listen to what i say?]
mai gan na lei da wo ma ma [dun hit my mom like this anymore]
nan dao ni shou bu hui tong ma? [don't ur hands hurt?]

Wah dis song is so touche...
I feel like there's a deep meaning in it, I can feel what the persona is going thru thru out the song.
The rapping style is also nice.

I wonder if the song Ka Fei Dian is really sung by Jay. Coz the singer sounds like him, but it isn't really him. Or is it? Duno lah, but it's a nice song.
And yes, Initial D, here I come, Let's Go and Bring It On.
Just now, I went down to Orchard for the gig. Couldn't find Zie anywhere, so I watched the gig by myself. There were lotsa ppl there, and saw Electrico. I only watched two songs from them, den I blah. Walked around Ngee Ann City and Wisma Atria, den I went home.

During my journey, I saw many good looking guys, but there was this couple, gay couple or least it seems like it, both were so good looking, but they were talking to each other so close, and one of them had his hands around the other guy's waist. Hmm.. such a wastage, but I guess it's just individuality. I can just look from afar and shrugs at what I had witness.
And I saw many diff ppl. Haha. I felt so small all of a sudden, coz the others were so properly dressed, I mean like their outfit suits them, and me? Just a simple home clothes outfit without style. Haha. I guess it bothered me for awhile but later, I shrug at it again. Shrug shrug. Ahh dun matter lahr. Told myself, now's not the time to 'melawa' or have style or whatever I mean.
I still have a long way to go before I can feel my own money. So, I think as a secondary school student, I should hav my own limits and always bear in my mind, I am still under my parent's guidance.

Hmm. OK. Guess looking forward to tmr's chalet. Hope it's fun.

12:16 AM



Dun think i'mma go dnt tomorrow. I'll just type out an email an explain to Hazmi the details. I prefer Hazmi talk to me in Malay, I understand his explanation more. Got to noe more bout the DNT teachers... they are real-ass fun shytz. I mean they can work all day, crap around, scold ppl but at the end of it, u complete ur work. Credits goes to them.

Den mebbe monday I'll compensate. After all, left 40% and monday is a very long day. Long enuff to complete the whole stuff. Given that I come extra early to start on where I had stop.

I think for the meantime, no hp for me. Heh. Mebbe not until reopen school. Rite now, just not appropriate to have it. Hah. Quite leceh.

DNT is actually, in actual fact, to tell u the truth, honestly speaking...
Fun like hell. I mean, seriously, apart from having other ppl see ur work which is spose to be a privacy or sth... haha, dun really noe how to explain what's going on in my head. But I think safely putting it, what I mean is that, I prefer working background, not wanting ppl to see the processes I took while makin the artefact, but at most at least one person would havta help me out, like Anas and Zal... in some parts which I needed help in, dat kinda sucks but thass the way itz gots ta work ey.
Heh, my work was praised, shape'z nice. Well, kudoz to Ali and Hazmi... salute salute.
Left with...
- Drillings to tight-fit hose and switches
- mark-out & cut-out shape for base and top
- silicon the pump's pipe again
- finishing to the edges of woodz
- lacquer the woodz
- spray paints
- screw the sides of frame
- silicon the switches
- pump hold the base and top
- DONE DONE DONE

all must be done on Monday!

War - Edison Chen >> nice seh. Heard it was done by Jay Chou.
Edison Chen raps well, but I heard he can't do live. Well... oh well...
Hey I can still feel/taste chlorofoam in me. I mean, just now I dropped the chlorofoam, some went a bit to my eye and a bit to my lips and damn, I said shytz in front of Hazmi... and he said "Oh no..."
These coupla days, I've heard Hazmi said all the things I didn't expect he'd say.
His malay is so fun... it sounds so teenager. He has a dirrty mind. His market language is so full of vulgar and he is a hit-legger [kaki pukul]. He hit Afiq like a dad hitting his son, trying to teach a lesson or two. Ali is so talented, but he is so pemalas like hell when it comes to Friday. He is so, "boleh... aper-aper pon bleh..." kinda guy and dat is kinda cool.
Dunno about si Bulat ah but just now, he was there... and I heard him talking to Rajiv like some makcik makcik, stuff about "I merajuk kat dier..." and around about there. Haha. It's funny the outside life of a teacher can be huh. Then, there's this time when Ali's wife called the office and when Ali answered it, he addressed himself as Abang. Haha. I found that so amusing, but actually there's nuthing funny there. It's just odd, but it's not.
Hmm.. I felt like I've been given privileges. Sitting in the air-con teachers' room, doing my background works while the others are sweatening themselves off in the hot humid workshop. Then all the cutting, I mean major cutting are done by the good good machine and minor stuffz like drilling and jointing done by my own bare hands. Get a lot of air-conz and I felt a bit weird when I just came into the teacher's office selamba-ly. And I can't wait to get this whole thing done up.
Then can u imagine. When school reopens, around 5 periods off the timetable! We only kinda concentrate on Folio last touches which I guarantee first - two weeks we'll finish it off and start on with Theory revision, which I like the most. Heh. Theory, go, Theory! 100%!
Then as I always mention, Combined Humanities & POA! Here I come! I am going to whack u like crazy! My sciences too. Be prepared to get nailed, Subjects! Coz Arjuna will be back and rising.

-Shine-

12:55 AM



DNT was fine. 60% of my work is done.
I only need to lacquer, spray paint, assemble, joint and test. Yarp. That all will be done tmr. But before that have to ask my mom some money to buy the spray paints and lacquer.
Hmm... I think one bottle would around about $5. I need three colours. So, altogether would be $15 or so. Then I also need to buy the spray lacquer... so all in all I would need around $20 sth.
Yeah. Now after DNT artefact and NPCC is done, I'll reserve the last week for proper revision. Yarp Yarp Yarp.

Homework/Tasks to be Done
- Maths Papers [other schools]
- DNT Folio [finish up the whole thing]
- English Tuition hw
- Physics/Chemistry hw
- POA Re-learn Partnership
- Combined Humanities [Memorise back the topics]

I guess I'll just wait for Initial D's VCD to be released. Heh. Argh, Jay and Ed, here I come!
Lusa, I think it's rest day. On Sunday would be Yan's chalet. Hmm, I would be expecting a lot of nice nice faces. ^_^
Alright, later on I will be having my POA home tuition. Better get ready for it. I think I go and ice-cream now. Yarm Yarm ^+.+^





-I'm In Love- ^_^"

6:50 PM



Wish I was in the class of Empathy. That's right. 3e2 and 4e7. Then I won't be dealing too much with DNT! Take everything pure except that there won't be any Biology. Also, take up Add Maths and be very competitive coz I have a lot of challenges. Also, I can b in the same pace as them. My Combined Humanities won't be that hard-up. I would be able to go for the CH workshop. I would have a higher chance to go JC, well stereo type as it may seem but hey, haha, I am just stating sth very vaguely. On the other hand, my whole secondary school life would be all about EMPATHY. haha. Sec 1Empathy2, Sec2Empathy2, Sec3Eager5, Sec4Eager4.

Naked
Nothing but a smile upon her face
Naked
She wants to play seek and hide no one to hide behind
Naked
This child has fallen from grace
Naked
Don't be afraid to stare she is only naked

-This angel's dirty face is sore-
-Holding on to what she had before-
-Not sharing any secrets with any old fool-
-Now she's gonna keep her cool-
-She wants to get naked-
-She wants to get naked-

Guess what?
Guess what.
Guess what^_^
I saw anotha bomb. Yep I did. I was on my way to school just now, den I alighted in front of Tamp Library. I planned to get to the nearest optical shop to get spec hooks. As I was about to cross the traffic, on the opposite side of the road, there's this bus 27. In it, I was as usual spotting diff hairstyles and admiring it or commenting it by heart. But to my pleasure ^_^" I saw someone's hair who had the same hairstyle as Jay Chou's. Haha. I was like ok, thass a little common. But then right, as I had my eyes fixed on the hair's owner punyer face, boy was I like "stunned". Haha. And the green man appeared.
He was the splitting image of Jay Chou. Yahoo. I wish I get to see that bomb again when I ride 27. Unfortunately, that would have to wait. Coz I won't be taking 27 anytime soon or later. I am sticking to Good Old 168. Oh yeah. I need to get info about Jei Lun's fans welcoming him to Singapore. It was said in JayChou.net dat the whole crew of Initial D will b coming to Singapore for press conference. On the 21st, Jay, Edison, Shawn, Anne and the others would be coming here. And the fans, including me, are discussing of how to welcome them. Haha. I wish I can meet him face to face or sth, like mebbe let him sign on my basketball keychain. Haha. He might be honoured coz even a non-Chinese speaking person likes his music. Well hey, music is the international language no one else could imitate. True?

8:37 PM



Don't wanna sound full of myself or rude
But you ain't looking at no other dudes cause you love me
[I'm so sorry but... so sexy]
So you think about a chance
You find yourself tryna do my dance
Mebbe coz u love me[uh u do it well]
so then we tried - i'm singing a slow beat
coz u weren't used to how fast we touched
then we locked eyes - and i knew i was in there
and i was gon' tear ya ass up

I know that I'm carrying on
Nvm If i'm showing off
i was just fronting [u noe i wan u babe]
i'm ready to bet it all unless u don't care at all
but u noe i wan ya [u should stop frontin babe]

tryna b the best gf u could be
bt still u sneak and look at me and girl i love it
den u giv ur other girl a shove
tell her u gon palm her ass like it was
and she's gon love it

We got anotha Pha-real
i call u Pha-real coz u the truest, haha, YOUNG!
Yeha lemme talk to them
I'm a keep it real

Everytime ur name was brought up
i would act all nonchalant in front of an audience
like if u was just anotha shorty i put the notty on
but uh, truth be told u do me for a loop this Hov
I'm too old to b fronting when i'm feeling Denzel
and u acting like u ain't a ppealing but u are
strutting like u ain't my only girl but u are [i was just frontin]
i'm ready to stop when u are

-Pharrell Williams-
-Frontin-



Kinda like this song. Hmm. What's there for tomorrow?
- A lot bout DNT
- A lil' bit of NPCC.
-Go home!

i got some English Hw to do. Gonna start on anotha Maths Revision. Hmm.
I think I'mma put some restrictions to myself.
-No more demands for manga or Jay Chou's CDs til after my Os?
is dat possible?
i really wana concentrate. I guess if I really wana do it, i am able to do it. Dun u think so?
In life, u have so much distractions. and In life u just gots to deal with them. I mean at this rate, I dun see myself in any Junior College. Argh! Dat ain't happening. My L1R5 is like so impossible. I hope things are gaining as it should, neh.
Rite, for real, after DNT is over and done, I am going to gila babi like crazy like mad till I drop which won't happen to me dat easily... revise on COMBINED HUMANITIES, PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTS, ENGLISH ORAL, SCIENCE [CHEMISTRY]... yep. must must must.
will will will. can can can. Go Go Go.


-I want to ride my bicycle- ~ Queen

11:50 PM



Goyang Dombret cruning away.

Hmm what to blog about today. Haha. I got nothing to blog. Mangkuk hayun... waste time only. At least worked out my fingers. erm I'll blog again. A lot later.

Buai.

6:27 PM

[Reads minds]

I know. Everybody would wana be a trend-setter. Aww, dun tell me u dun want to. Liar.

I would want to, but I dun have the drive to. Get me? But think about it, it won't gain or lose ur worth. So, dun worry so march.

- Don't think about dying.
- Don't think about hating.
- Don't think about -ve points.
Just think about me? Haha. Thasss enuff. ok kid u can get back to ur room now.
-Cya later for breakfast honey-

2:38 AM



heh. Let's see what we had in store yesterday.

- Went for a meeting. Was late around 2 hours. When I arrived, they were about to go have their early lunch. Poor me, wasted buckz on a cab. Heh.
- After the early lunch at Kampong Chai Chee, zizie, seri and me went all around in TM and found Andrew, Jerm, Derrick and Alvin. We also coincidentally met Hydil and Afiq, who were about to sent the our class t shirt design to the factory. We all met in the arcade. They were busy playin Time Crisis, then proceeded on to Daytona. Alvin was a pro. Haha. Talked on the phone while driving, he got the best lap time, but he was last in the race in the end. Heh.
- Then seri had to go already. So left me and zizie, wandering about and waiting at McDz for Athirah to come to Tamp.
- Athirah arrived and we went off to take the bus to the airport, to study.
- Yeah we studied, maths and physics at the Mcdz in the Airport. And went off about four plus five like that. Then Zizie and me went to meet her sis and her cuz at Suntec.
- We chilled at Starbucks for a while and listen to Ella blabbering about how she's gonna start hitting on any guys who are filthy rich. She claimed she would go out with any guy whose rich, dun care about his appearance and age and all, just as long as that guy's rich. Well, all I can do is to keep quiet and support her all the way. You go Ella.
- Had a good laugh, then we went off to Esplanade, there's Jazz, and 5 weird ppl walking around, 3 covered in paint and the other two were like undertakers or sth.
- Then around 8 plus to nine, had to go off. So yeah took the MRT and reached home at around 10.
- Then sat down with my brother at the living room, watched 100 Days with Mr Arrogant. It was cool but I managed to watch the climax, the falling action and the resolution only. Then I felt really sick and so I went off to sleep.

- Yah that was yesterday. Now listening to Thursday - Nice songs [recommended by zizie]

bye.

11:47 AM



Tuition was great fun. Tutor's cool. Hmm, after meeting the two tutors, I am already drilled to work hard for my Os. haha. I never finish talking about how determined I am ey? Well, not until this thing is over and done.

She asked " What dya wana do after ur Os?"
As usual I answered, " I am planning to go to JC, that is..."
and yeah, she just nodded and said, "well whatever it is, English is still Important and yar... You must at least pass or ace it, so that ur future will be sealed, at least..."

I think now is the Idol season. On Malaysian Channel, Malaysian Idol... On Indonesian Channel, Indonesian Idol... I wonder when will Singapore hold their next SIngapore Idol. Hey. It should actually be Singaporean Idol ey? hehe. Gasak dierlah yer.

There's one of the Indonesian Idol Judges, he is the splitting image of Anuar Zain, only a bit more tengek and funny. hehe.

Ok. Tomorrow I have to go to Sunplaza for a meeting... more like advance party for the NCOs. Blagh. The sound of that title just irks me. Yarkz. Seriously, I need to step down fast or sth. Then cn really concentrate on DNT, den devote myslf to other subjects.

[When the pimp's in the crib ma. When a bitch's tryna getatcha. If a ni**a got an attitude.]

Chinchilla is so cute! Haha. I mean Pharrell. He is so cool and all I can really watch his videos like for forever. Applies to my other Idols that I have in store. Heh.
Like for real, Pharrell. Jay, my soul. Edison, He melts me. Kenshin just slashes me deep. Keitaro surprises me. Takumi make me admire him for his personality. Kyo is so hot and cool. How can I forget Hakkai? Oh my Oh my...

Guess the blog's all about me and me and me and Fantasy?
No harm ey... it's not as if many ppl noe about this blog. Anyway, publicised coz it's cool. Haha. Whaaaaaaa am I talking about. Oh well... Hey Sang Bintang's on! heh. I wish they show cool dangdut. So yeah don't phunk with my heart?

Just like My Style ok Justin Timberlake? Yep. Haha.


[Initial D - I want to watch I want to watch I want to watch I want to watch I want to watch..... I want to watch]

10:13 PM

Guess what. I went to school. Yay.

6:24 PM



She was kinda ok. POA was fine tonight. Missed Joey. Again. How sad can that be? Heh. But then again, it's just another cool comedy.
I've been messing around with templates these days. Mebbe I can safely say that's one of my plain hobbies, apart from collecting and reading Manga and lazing around my ghetto. Listening to Confessions Part II rite now. And it's finished.

NICE AND SLOW cruning into my eardrums rite now.

Whose Line Is It Anyway? is way too damn cool. Hah. My brother and I can laugh till we fart man! I mean they are so spontaneous and my personal fave cast has to be Colin Mochrie, he's such a sport and all, I wish I had an open mind like his. But still, he's from the west and has diff personality than what an eastern like me should have. I can't possibly have a west culture instilled inside moi... could i?

Hmm. Edison Chen is crazily melting me, although I heard he's a self-conceiter. haha. But no harm what. I mean he has the looks and the hots stuffs, if I were him, i'll either be a very self-conceiter or a very heck-care person. yearp.

SUPERSTAR playing rite now.

Erm I'm sposta-b doin my DNT Folio rite now, but I end up fondling away on HTML Codes and templates, even end up typing in an entry here. I feel so relieved when my frens commented positively on the new template I made for my other shared Blog. Heh. Phew.

Guess what? My POA tutor lives a block away from me. Hah hah. That cool or wat. I wonder if my EL tutor's gonna be a neigbour of some sort. Heh. It would be cool of he/she is someone who's really good, I'm really determine to work hard man. Hah. Hah. You know I actually thought to myself, "yeah rite Arjuna, all talk but no action..." heh. That maybe somewhat true, coz just look at my DNT Folio. But I bet some day I will be able to finish it off. Eventually.
So yeah, all talk no action? Just you wait and see, Mind.

Playing on the System -- Confessions Part I

Usher sings "but i've been doing it so wrong, and I want you to noe that."
ohyah. I think i'm done. Gonna confess to you my love.

I think I love you. Heh.

11:19 PM



Yeah safely returned to my hometown. Had a great time there. Erm completed 60 km of bike riding. Woman survivor as wat Syahiran and Hizwan proclaimed me. Haha. Well the last 5 mins of our journey was a drama scene. Zulaiha's chain just snapped off due to the change of gears. But everyone was safe and all I could do was to be thankful. Boat ride was too long and just nice for a short nap. The resort was paradise. Not that much of it... just mosquito bites here and there... countless of bites. Erm... First girl to reach destinations, first person to finish meals, first person got injured, first person to tuck in to bed and last person to get ready. Haha. Hmm.

Finally returned home after mom fetched me from Changi Village. Ate my late lunch... and napped off at three afternoon, dreaming about sth so ridiculous, about swimming or sth Haha. That's all I can recall. ey wat else. Oh yar.. Woke up at 11 plus at night and finished off my mom's cooking. Downloaded Edison Chen's video and boy, he's cute or wat? Haha i fell in love for an instance. Not that I noe how it is to be in love or anything of that sort... Just that his face is so damn gorgeoulistic. Haha. Yeah.

Listening to Classic dangdut playing on the radio.

Radio. Speaking of that... I have a schoolmate, very semangat go and make his own radio station for his friends to hear and for him to improve on his English Language. hah. He talked in a cute manner that made me felt either sorry or into hysterical laughters. Heh

My biggest worry... DNT. Folio either I finished it up today. And later go to school. Or I finish it up tomorrow and lusa I come to school. I have to man. This concerns my O Levels. haha. Oh well better get it over and done with so that I have plenty of time on Combined Humanities and POA. Oh yar. Speaking of which, my mom just somewhat have some private tutor come to our house for tuition. Me and my bro. Yeah. I hope it's beneficial and stuff. Well after DNT next up is NCO Course then I can rest and revise peacefully.

I want to go cycle again man... although hurts my ass a lot. Kinda fun and adventurous. Wish zizie came along. It would be fun'ner'. Voleyballs. Clean sea water to swim in. Loadsa pictures. Roommate wit Ms Zahira and watching Independence Day. Ate at Restoran Rolizawati. yeah. Loadsa fun. Can't wait to get them pictures. And oh yar. The sickening part was having to wake up that early and being the last to wake up. Haha. Everyone was practically waitin for me. Aikz, felt guilty but made a wall-fronted face. haha.

Yeah Revise Revise Revise. And No More Jokes. Blegh.

2:06 AM



heh. Later.

12:28 AM



heh. 3rd day of study camp already. And tomorrow is the big show down. I have to complete the whole of my folio and show it proudly to Hazmi. heh heh. I hope I can keep the promise. I will. I can and I must. Yeah. Btw these days, I like to play basketball. Heh. Not that I am so into Jay Chou dat I find it cool... and I start to follow wat he likes. No no nothing of that sort. It's just that it's been such a long time since I last played any game, be it basketball, soccer, badminton, floorball, captain ball and stuff... so I am tryna in a way relief myself from stress and be as stress-free as possible. Haha not that I have the slightest problem about stress. Truthfully, to be so stressful about stuffz are just too much too ask. Haha. I can safely say that I am not stress at all. Serious man. Should always be thankful even tho u dun like the outcome or anything, you just havta go with the flow, y'see? yeah you might think I am one very optimistic person and yeah I have no 'pendirian sendiri' or anything ahha... but that's just a nature of me, to just give in, look at stuff on the brightest side as possibly as I can, and push away all possible-sadness dat i might get. Haha. Hmm I read back all the other entries of mine, the first few entries have been quite emo and all, haha I guess that's not the real me. I mean that THAT was me last time. Now I think I've changed. At least for the betta? Haha.. No seriously... haha. [Tell you the truth again, I just dun like conflicts to happen, who likes? I mean yeah no one likes conflicts to occur but they do know how to rise one up. Heh certain ppl I must say. Bad Bad. But oh well... maybe I am just not an argue'er' ]


Legend says: Argue'er' [in my context] = a person who likes to argue a lot and come up with complicated reasons or sometimes desperate reasons to defend your say

5:16 PM