Thursday, June 02, 2005
heh. 3rd day of study camp already. And tomorrow is the big show down. I have to complete the whole of my folio and show it proudly to Hazmi. heh heh. I hope I can keep the promise. I will. I can and I must. Yeah. Btw these days, I like to play basketball. Heh. Not that I am so into Jay Chou dat I find it cool... and I start to follow wat he likes. No no nothing of that sort. It's just that it's been such a long time since I last played any game, be it basketball, soccer, badminton, floorball, captain ball and stuff... so I am tryna in a way relief myself from stress and be as stress-free as possible. Haha not that I have the slightest problem about stress. Truthfully, to be so stressful about stuffz are just too much too ask. Haha. I can safely say that I am not stress at all. Serious man. Should always be thankful even tho u dun like the outcome or anything, you just havta go with the flow, y'see? yeah you might think I am one very optimistic person and yeah I have no 'pendirian sendiri' or anything ahha... but that's just a nature of me, to just give in, look at stuff on the brightest side as possibly as I can, and push away all possible-sadness dat i might get. Haha. Hmm I read back all the other entries of mine, the first few entries have been quite emo and all, haha I guess that's not the real me. I mean that THAT was me last time. Now I think I've changed. At least for the betta? Haha.. No seriously... haha. [Tell you the truth again, I just dun like conflicts to happen, who likes? I mean yeah no one likes conflicts to occur but they do know how to rise one up. Heh certain ppl I must say. Bad Bad. But oh well... maybe I am just not an argue'er' ]
Legend says: Argue'er' [in my context] = a person who likes to argue a lot and come up with complicated reasons or sometimes desperate reasons to defend your say
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