Tuesday, June 28, 2005
It's normal for someone to talk about someone. It can be bad, yes, it can be good too.
Especially, behind one's back. I mean, for sure someone has talked about someone for at least once, rite? For his/her good or bad points. About his/her good or bad points.
Well, I have, if you know what I mean? Especially about teachers... Haha. Good and bad.
In other terms is you bitch about him/her but I wouldn't wana use dat word, coz it kinda hurts me. Haha. Ok back to my topic.
Hmm. What do you feel if you found out someone has been talking about you, specifically bad stuff? I mean, of course you would feel all crimson anger/crimson embarassed about the rumour made about you. But it's only for awhile. You know yourself best, the best is to ignore it. Yeah, it's hard to just ignore the stuff just like that, you can always try to. Ignore I mean.
I mean if it's true, the rumours, then I guess you should reflect back and repent on it. Not the other way round. Rumours are so not good. I mean, it doesn't make one cool or famous, if you know wat I mean. If it's not true, rest assured someone would be there to trust you. I mean, of course the truth would be revealed sooner or later, you will get to see who's the bad or the good guy. But someone just had to not accept the real stuff and just go on living with watz in store for them. Well that's serve themselves right to be sinned. But for me, rumours, I mean... there's no need for confrontation and sorts, do we? Haha. Maybe I am being self-centered. I think about it in my own view, but seriously, I wouldn't go all the way out to save my name over a petty case, because I don't look that cut out to do anything bad, do I? I know myself well, I wouldn't do anything so drastic to make one suffer, I hate making ppl suffer, coz I noe if I do that, I would get my retribution. No matter how difficult that other person I despise is, I wouldn't go out to ruin his/her life. You live it the way you want it, that's how it goes.
Anyway, rumouring about ppl is just another bad habit of human. It's like a satisfaction. You are satisfied when you pin-point one's negative and you are assured when you point out his/her goodness. Satisfied for pin-pointing a negative side or somebody. Why do I say this? Well, for sure if you go about rattling that someone is so ugly and so bitchy and so crappy, that means you are way better off than that person... that's wat you are tryna say, right? Hmm. I guess, one has to look at one self before saying about other ppl. Like I said, I do talk bad stuff about ppl, and after that I feel guilty, coz I noe I am not that goody goody either. Guilty charges me right away and I have nightmares and dilemma about what I have said. Then I try to forget what I've said and hope the other person doesn't get the message. Haha.
Apart from that, yeah I would feel sad if someone talk about my bad. But sooner or later, I would forgive and forget, let go and don't fret about it. Instead I would try my best to prove to that person, indirectly, that I am not as what he/she thinks I am. Well, they're still humans, they do good deeds and most times they turned to devils for evility [new word ey?]. So why not?
The whole point is, I have a grudge against ppl with handling rumours. I would want to see life lesser of empty talks and more action to it. You want to talk politics about someone, you talk it out the best way you can. You want to comment about other ppl's usage of Language, you prove to them as well that you are way off better. You want to laugh at other's being clumsy, you should record down the times when you were way clumsier. You want to challenge others, others accept the challenge and you jolly-well do it the bestest way you can. Only to prove yourself, what you say is what they get.
Don't Understand?
Never mind.
Don't matter about it, ok?
8:12 PM
