It's already five plus. Ella and me still up and about. Me with Jay, she's with her 'future' bf. Haha. I am currently listening to Garden Festival sang by Jay. He's got such a sexy voice in that song. Hey I really think my biological clock has gone wrong. Maybe I am not experiencing this alone, there's much more worst conditions out there. Haha. U noe wat. I will never do the hw given but I'll do something else. For an instance, if I have maths hw, i would not do it but do my DNT instead which might not be due any time soon. If I have English News Journal to complete, I'll be putting myself very busy trying to finish Maths Worksheets which Mr Ng would have gone thru the day before. Then I'd make myself busy reading English Narratives [not that impt, coz this is not a task given by Mrs Tan] wen I have News Journals and RIF to finish and to be handed in like the following week. Then wen I triy to finish my TYS Physics, in actual fact I should have done my Chemistry TYS coz that's the real hw. Not physics. And wen I have to finish my DNT, I'll start sketching abstract stuff that is more meant for an art student. Haha. Funny. I can laugh to myself even.
Well Well. I can do nothing to stop it, can I? Can I treat this as a weird habit? Odd habit? [melts at Jay Chou's voice, played over n over again] haha.
Tomorrow, I shouldn't plan for tomorrow. Coz for sure, I know, it won't turn out to be the way I had planned it. But the opposite will occur. An Example, I told myself, ok, today have to stay up, be it even if I must not sleep; I really need to finish the 10 exploration of Ideas so that I can show it Mr Hazmi the next day. However hell did I do it? no i didn't. But It was just last Weds, I didn't plan to stay up to do DNT, but I managed to finish it that day, without the intention to do it. Haha. Goes the same with predicting whether I pass real well or score really badly. Like that time, I thought I was a true failure. Coz the qns were so hard to handle. But backfired. I passed amazingly. then there was this malay exam, tot I had breezed thru, but found out my answers were not perfectly rite. Almost failed, just passed that paper. Haha. So I am so Jinxed at predictions. Never too plan anymore. Haha.
