I've gone and read all the entries I have in my blog... I can't help to think and wonder... Those days... I've been feeling rather down... well, as the saying goes "life is never complete without ups and downs" hmm.. but then to think of all the 'problems' that I have.. it all links to me... me being lazy... me being demanding... me being selfish... me being self-complain... I think I should stop all this right now.. all this not meaning I should stop blogging.. all this meaning I should stop thinking about all this problems... Be optimistic.. more of it perhaps?
Down Due to: DNT : I think I find that Mr Hazmi is being too good to 4e4 DNT students.. He's helping us like crazy... but me... what did I do? I didn't complete my homework.. I gave a lot of excuses.. I gave him unexplainable reasons to why is that so... I am a bad student.. really I am.. and I am planning not to do it again. Term II is going to be a brand new Term for me... to redeem my 'losses' in Term I.
Attitude: Well, it's just yesterday Fatin gave me this powerpoint slide about Attitude equals to 100% in life... or something like that... saying that you change your Attitude you change your life... it was kind of cool... it motivates me [as well as Fatin]... that's why I think my current Attitude ----> I am Lazy... All I want is to have fun... I have yet to settle down.. I guess Mdm Mariamah was true... we have not settle down yet... but it's kind of disappointing as this year, being our last, important, major and [{auspicious}] year... but we have yet to settle down.... DISSAPOINTMENT...
Time: I realise, time... it's getting faster and faster... due to hi-tech stuff... mordenised ways.. or there's just too much thinking to be done until you never notice that time has passed.. I am rather scared of that.... It's never too late to repent... but once we've reached that moment, it's already too late...
Well... how I wish that this year's starter was constant... that's what bad about me. I am not constant.. once I do something, I would not carry on doing it. At the start of this year, I really paid attention in class, I did my homework and stuff... coming to the late Term I i began to slack... never doin my homework like it's none of my business... And I guess I really need this March Week Holidaysto think everything through.... March Holz events: Monday - SI Interview with AC, Swearing-In Sec 1 Area 9 Tuesday - ATF [Adventure Training Facilities at Pulau Ubin] Wednesday - Sec 1 Camp [Sec 3s organiser - sec 4 advisors] Thursday - 2nd day of Camp Friday - Chemistry Practical Saturday - study group Sunday - must relax.. or not Term II like shytz...
