I guess whatever's been said and done
are self-explainable
there's no need to argue about anything
there's no need to bring about chaos on a small matter
I just think, where there's a will, there's a way?
yar... that's true... haha at first it sounded funny... but that's the way it goes...
Let's just forgive and forget
Just give and take
Just come and go
Just start and end
Just listen just know
For whatever the outcome will be, the wrong will be wronged
the right will be proven
Entry:
How I feel Right Now: I feel sick... my nose is blocked. My mouth is dry. My lips are dry. I am feeling cold, at the same time I feel quite hot. I feel guilty and wrong. I haven't even started on my homework. I feel lazy. Stupid. Restless. Sick. Happy.. maybe...
How I wish to overcome this: well... i want a smarter brain... if that's the case.. my attitude has gotta change.. for sure... i wish i was calm at doing anything... but i think again.. i am too calm.. i don't have the bla bla bla"sense of urgency"bla bla bla... too calm is not good... too 'kanchiong' also not good...
Have I done all of that that i wished for?
aha.. i wish i could have been able to done it.. attitude plays an important part.. and i certainly don't think that i have the right attitude yet...
My troubles are:
1) Facing Mr Hazmi without anything to show him.. i have to show him my 10 exploration of ideas.. which i only manage to have 4.. and it's crumpled.. :S
2) CA card
3) NCO Camp proposal
4) the verdict of SI Interview
5) ppl talking and hating anything about me... what did i do wrong? i hope i did no one wrong..
6) I think i've lost my sincere smile
7) I am overweight
8) my friends might think i am annoying... and i think i am reading too much in it
9) i didn't read the instructions for my previous karangan about 'mimpi'.. i am disappointed.. i assume i didn't do well on tat piece of shytz...
10) 'O' Levels Examinations... $370... 8 ||More Months|| argh...
-Wish i was as smart as your ass-
